Shift with me to the mcu

Part one

Hi guys let me start off by saying that I have now been trying to shift for about 2,5 months and not been successful once but I have been close several times, especially in the last 3 weeks!
I have tried the raven method, Julia method, 5 senses method, pillow method and a few others from different creators that I don't remember the names of!

But I was closest with the Julia method and five senses method I felt my body floating and detaching from my cr but I never got the final push so I ended up falling asleep and waking up in my cr unfortunately.

For the last 2 weeks I have been really tired when I'm supposed to go to sleep so I have mostly done sleeping methods which ended up giving me a lot of weird vivid dreams of my dr and my cr mixed together it's been really weird like I have dreamt that Bucky said to me that I should wake up and then I would wake up in another dream but of my cr and then finally woken up for real in my cr👋🏼😃

And I wasn't sure of whether I was actually in my dr but could only remember like bits and pieces so I scripted that I would remember everything from my dr but I still have the weird dreams so I'm gonna say that those were just vivid/lucid dreams and that I wasn't in my dr.

One time tho that I fully believe I was there was one of the first times I tried shifting and I did the raven method guided meditations on YouTube and I woke up on a mission and I was hiding with Bucky and then all of a sudden he took me into a backroom somewhere and started to kiss my neck and then I woke up after Sam interrupted us and I remember waking up in my cr and like remembering how it felt when he kissed me like I still do and its been months✨😁 so love that

That's all for now I'm gonna try to shift tonight again and I'll update y'all!😘😘😘