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My makeupI was starting to feel as though I'd been set up, it was 7:10 now I started to cry silently to myself I composed myself after hearing a small knock on the door "jug?" I sniffed "Hey Betty, sorry, hey are you okay" he reached out a touched...

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I was starting to feel as though I'd been set up, it was 7:10 now I started to cry silently to myself I composed myself after hearing a small knock on the door
"jug?" I sniffed
"Hey Betty, sorry, hey are you okay" he reached out a touched my shoulder
"You were late so I thought I'd been set up and thought you were never gonna show up" I cried
"Oh Betty, no no, I'd never ditch, my-my dad needed the car, so he was late getting back so I left late, I'm so sorry, I really am" he walked in and gave me a hug, it was warm
"I'm sorry I overreacted" I shrugged
"It's okay, so come on, let's go" he grabbed my hand and we got in the car and drove to Pops
"You look really pretty by the way" he complimented me and I blushed brightly he noticed and rubbed his fingers over his knuckles
We got into Pops and talked for hours and hours on end we talked about everything even his dad abusing him, his mom leaving with his little sister, my extremely overprotective mother, my non existent father I guess you could say we became extremely close over a space of four hours
"tired?" He said after seeing me yawn
"yeah a bit" I rubbed my eyes
"Come on, I'll drive you back home" he walked over to the other side of our booth and grabbed my hand I let him pull me up and carry me to the car
"I'm sorry about your dad jug" I sighed once we were in the car
"It's okay, I'm kinda used to it I guess" he looked down once we'd parked up outside my house
"Jug no one should be used to abuse okay?, your always welcome to crash at mine if you'd like" I smiled
"thank you Betts"
"cute nickname" he chuckled
We got out of the car and walked up to my front porch
"Thank you for the date Juggie, I really enjoyed it" I smiled as we reached my door
"I really enjoyed myself as well Betts, again?"
"Definitely Jug" I reached over and kissed his cheek
"really? the cheek Betts?" Next thing I knew he grabbed my face and kissed me, it was warm and calm
"night Betts"
"Night jug"

Present time

And from that night on me and jug have been inseparable, we've met each other's parents despite his dad being drunk the whole time, it was okay, we've slept at each other's houses, we've met each other's friends, I'm even best friends with the serpents, their actually really not that bad their really nice, and I'd even lost my virginity to him, he was gentle, kind and made sure I was okay and kept asking me if  he was hurting me to make sure he wasn't. There was a party tonight and to be honest I couldn't be bothered to go even if Jug was going
"Betts are you sure you can't come" he whined and flopped himself onto my bed
"I can't juggie, I've got that biology test next week and we were with the serpents so I haven't got any revision done, are you sure you should be going, you've got a physics test soon"I said caringly
"Oh Betts, don't worry, physics is my strong point at the moment"
"good, you've been paying attention then?" I smirked back at him
"Course I have Betts" he looked and me longingly.
After Jug had gotten ready for the party, he kissed me goodnight and left and I buried my head into my books
Just before I got into bed I received a picture from my cousin Cheryl, all I did was cry and shout, it was Jughead kissing a blonde, I thought everything across my room, I smashed all of our photos
"you fucking asshole, you told me you'd changed, I hate you so fucking much" I screamed, I cried and cried, after attempting to tidy my room, I cried myself to sleep that night, I didn't know what else to do, I was heartbroken, I should of known he was going to cheat, he's a player, what did I expect, I loved him and I thought he loved me.
The next day, I got dressed I was so upset I didn't put any effort into my outfit, just sweatpants and a hoodie and I walked to school not daring to wait for Jughead to come and pick me up I had walked into the building when I got a text from him
juggie x: hey Betts, sorry if I missed you this morning, small hangover, anyways see you in school I love you xxx
"I love you" bullshit

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