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Dean was flung harshly against the wall, Cas quickly ran to his side and looked up at the on coming Arch Angel. Grabbing the blade which could kill Angels, from Deans hands he lunged himself towards the angel piercing its heart. It had been a long and hard battle with the Angel, both Sam and Dean had been knocked out, and nearly torn to shreds by the angel. Cas kneel-ed down next to Dean and healed him of his wounds, he lifted his head and gently placed it in his lap. He stroked Deans hair for several minutes before transporting Dean back to the hotel room in which him and Sam were staying. Cas laid Dean down on the bed and sat beside him watching, starring at Dean for a few minutes he began to feel a strange pulsating urge to kiss Dean, in disbelief he shook his head. Again he found himself starring at Dean and pondering upon the thought of the kiss, Cas mustered up some courage and leaned in close to Dean ready to kiss him at least once. Before his lips met Deans, Dean had began to awake, quickly Cas retreated it straightened himself up to make it look less conspicuous. Dean looked over at him, and then glanced around the room, "Where's Sammy?" Dean had managed to mumble, Cas felt as if a heavy weight had been dropped on his chest when Dean spoke.
"I left him back at the warehouse." he answered Deans question softly.
"What, Cas why the hell did you do that?"
"It was priority to see you to safety first Dean."
"Cas go back and get him, now." Dean sounded slightly angry by Cas's rash decision to leave his brother behind. Cas stood and vanished right before Deans eyes and just as fast as he vanished Cas returned with Sam tossed over his shoulder, he place Sam down on the bed beside Deans.
"I'm sorry, it wont happen again." Cas didn't look at Dean, he stood starring at the Passed out Sam lying on the bed.
"Damn right it better not, Cas." Dean could sense something wasn't right about Cas after he calmed down about his mistake of leaving his brother. He reached for Cas's hand just as he did Cas quickly turned and starred at Dean with a mortified look. Quickly jerking his hand away he vanishes, Cas was frightened by Dean's sudden unlikeliness and action. It seemed like a different side of Dean, which he had never seen before. Cas wasn't sure of what to make of it, it scared him and he didn't need this from Dean with already being confused about his arousing feelings for him and the realization that Cas was becoming more and more human like. He couldn't quite make sense of any of it, especially the human like qualities he was gaining, all the while remaining an Angel. He had been trying to hard to keep these new emotions from Dean and Sam, he didn't want either of them to know especially Dean. He wanted to bury these feelings deep with in, but it appeared to be much harder than he had expected.
Few hours had passed since Case vanished after retrieving Sam, Dean had sat at the table surfing the web for hours doing research not even sure of what he was looking for, he could hardly get his mind off of Cas. It was beginning to bug the crap out of him, before he knew it he had stumbled upon the porn video Cas had watched before. He watched as his mind wandered off and began day dreaming about Cas, wishing the he himself was the Pizza boy, and Cas was the sexy babe he was ready to bang the shit out of. In that moment Dean realized his absurd thoughts and slammed the laptop shut, it had startled Sam and they had starred at each other in silence for several minutes before Sam finally asked, "Whats up dude, why did you slam the laptop shut like that?" Dean shook his head in frustration and took a deep breath letting out a sigh, he stood up and walked out of the hotel room leaving Sam completely confused and lost. Dean could hardly understand what was going on with his own mind, he couldn't believe the thoughts he was having about Cas. They were both men, they couldn't possibly do something like that together, it just wasn't right. What would Sam think of them if thy were to possibly engage in such exotic acts? Dean had settled on keeping this from Sam, he didn't want his brother to think negatively about him. Dean tried hard to convince himself he was going through some weird mid life crisis stage, that the was all because he was going crazy, maybe even the works of a demon were causing him to think like a faggot. Dean couldn't bear the thoughts and made himself sick with it, he stumbled over to the dumpster and leaned over it just before vomiting into it.
