a darker kind of goodbye

flashbacks🔪

he put his hand on my thigh

oh hell no only anna is allowed to do that your not even swag

he was moving his hand higher

"hey connor can you stop"i said quietly

i know he heard me but he just ignored me

i got really uncomfy

i didnt want to sit next to him anymore so i got up and went to the bathroom

i splashed my face with water

"your okay eva" i said to myself

"your fine just go back" i said to myself again

connor made my flashbacks come back

im not okay

"just breathe eva just breathe" i said

he made me uncomfortable but i need to go back to class before i get in trouble

i walked back and sat down

"where did you go"he said

"uh just the bathroom " i said

" okay" he said

eva your at school he cant do anything here your fine

anna tapped my shoulder

i turned around she put her hand out

i just held her hand for the rest of the period.

the bell rang and everyone left

anna came over to me and we walked to her locker

"are you okay?" she asked

"uh yea" i said

" your lieing to me its okay you can tell me" she said

" i got flashbacks" i said

she hugged me

"hey its okay do you know why or did they just come out of no where" she said

should i tell her it was bc of connor

i dont want her to beat him up though

"um they just came out of no where" i said

she knew i was lieing but she didnt ask

we walked to our last class

i sat next to anna

she didnt put her hand on my thigh

Annas POV:
eva had flashbacks again but she lied to me im not gonna question her about it tho

we got to class

i didnt put my hand on her thigh because i know right now i need to be there for her as a friend first

i just held her hand the whole period

the bell rang and we went to detention

it was super boring

we just sat there for almost an hour

me and eva werent allowed to talk

but we kept kicking eachother

finally it was over and we left

"im sorry that happend today" i said

"its okay im fine now" she said

"do you want to go to my house and cuddle while we watch movies"i said

"yea but i need to talk to my mom " she said

" oh okay"i said

i started driving to my house

" im gonna go get the movie ready you can go talk to your mom" i said

i wish i could have my parents to talk to

she walked to her house
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