a darker kind of goodbye

flashbacks🔪

we kinda started to make out but i pulled away

"were gonna get in trouble lets go back to class" i said

"okay fine" she said

she kissed me one more time and we fixed our hair and went back to class

she put her hand on my thigh

i love when she does that

she kept it there the whole period

i really fell for a girl. never in my life did i expect that

everything about her is so attractive and shes so gentle and caring

the bell rang and i left

"hey im gonna go in my car to get dons wanna come with me?"anna asked

"yea " i said

"oh also katie is coming with" she said

" yea thats fine i like katie shes funny"i said

"what about me?" she said

" your eh" i said teasing her

" you sure about that" she said whispering in my ear

omg shes so fucking hot

"n- no" i said

" thats what i thought" she said smirking

" lets go find katie so we can go" i said

" okay" she said

we walked to katies locker and she was talking to dev and sab.

"hey babes" dev said

"hii" i said

we all said hi and me, anna and katie went to annas car

"so where we going?" katie asked

"uh dons" anna said

" the fuck is that" katie said

"its short for mcdonalds" i said laughing

"oh my bad"katie said laughing

anna drove to dons and we got our food and went back to school

we went to lunch and ate there

anna pulled me aside

"hey"she said

"hey" i said

"um i wanted to say bye before you left"she said

this girl is so cute we are gonna she each other in like 40 mins

"okay bye anna" i said smiling

"wait" she looked around

she kissed me

"okay now bye" she said

" okay bye" i said smiling

ugh she makes me feel things in my stomach that no one else makes me feel

i went into my next class i dont have anyone i know in this class so i was alone but the class went pretty quick so its okay

i saw connor was coming up to me but i didnt really want to talk to him

"hi eva" he said

"hey connor" i said

" wanna walk to class together?" he said

"sure" i said

we walked to class and i saw anna sitting next to karina i got jealous

i sat next to connor