Sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it. I'm gonna die one day anyway, why not help God and make it faster? Do I really deserve a long life? This world isn't gonna last anyway. There's those special people who tell you you deserve it, you don't have to do this, you're better than this. WHY? How do I deserve this? What have I done that makes me so special? There's over 7 billion people in this world and counting so what would it matter if there was one less? People die everyday anyway, so why can't it be me? There's so many great people in this world who are just amazing, spend your time with them. They're not suicidal, they don't have problems. Sometimes I wonder if anyone would REALLY care if I went. I mean sure I think they'd be sad ( I think) but they'll just get over it. I would just be another one of those crazies who killed themselves. Sure because the only reason you would temporarily miss me is because now you don't have some one to control, now you don't have someone to act as a slave for you, you have one less person to say I love you to.... OH WAIT you've never said that when I was alive so what would it matter now. Why would you miss, even temporarily, someone you didn't love? Someone you form care for? Someone who was just there in the corner while you lived your lives loving everyone else? Because of what other people would think... What other fûcking people would think. You'd put on a mourning front so you don't seem heartless. Because it didn't and never really matter what I felt and what I thought as long as it didnt ruin YOUR image. Because that's all you'll ever care about.
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My Venting Book
PoetrySo this is like where I'll put my thoughts and shît. I thought this would be a good idea and sometimes I just need to let it out so yeah this is where I'll do it. I don't really wanna ask for votes cause this isn't about that, this is about me tryin...
