Recently I jabe realized that it has become easier to breath easier to live
After my dad got custody of me and my little sisters it feels like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders
I've just recently noticed that
Im no longer expected to be the mother of my little siblings
I'm no longer expected to do everything around the house
I just realized the he'll hole that i have been in for the past 7 years is gone
And its so releaving ive just now realized this after 6 months
When i took the time to think
I just thought wow"Why aren't they asking me me ro make them food??"
"Why aren't they asking me to clean their room??"
"Why aren't they asking me to..."
Honestly I don't know what else but I feel lile im no longer expected to bw thw mother of my little sisters any more
I will always care doe them like a mom should or is it the way a sister should
FUCK I don't know
My brains to fucked up right now but all I know is that
I hated it there
I hated the unnecessary responsibility
I hated HIM
And I feel like letting my story put somehow but not giving ro much information because currently I don't feel like I can talk to anybody
I dont tell my friends things lile this because im afraid they wont listen because so know they have been through worse
I don't tell my parents because they don't have the time
I don't tell my sister's because she doesn't need to be stressed by anything else
And here is where I thought i could maybe rant so if you read this thank you and please tell me that i don't have to be the mom
You know what nevermind don't tell me i know not a lot of people read the rants but id yoy did thank you I just wanted my thoughts to reach someone
AnyoneAnd if anyone needs to rant or just simply tell someone something that's on your mind
I'm right here and I'll listen
And i know im just some girl on thw internet but its not like i know you or anything about you
And i just you all to know I really appreciate people reading my rants
Even if most of them are silly
Thank you
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