" You never felt the same way I felt about you . It was never no real connection. You used my love for and how much I cared for you and took advantage of it. Then u tossed me like I was nothing. You forgot about me. I can still remember the days where you used to text me all day , tell me Gm and Gn , now it is just delivered for 15 or 16 hours. Or opened for 12 hours . Or Seen for 2 days. If I would have known you was gonna treat me like this that day I met you I would have never even listen to your conversation. I would have left you alone . Stayed away from you . You didn't even deserve the time and energy I but in this to work . You did not deserve my compliments, my gm or Gn messages , my heart filled text messages , the names I used to call you nothing . NOTHING . I deserve better , I did not deserve this outcome , no not me after all my time and sacrifice I get this in return" I said in tears
I don't deserve this I deserve better. Do I grab my things and was heading to the door til he grabbed my arm.
" Ik I ain't been acting the same or doing the same things I was doing before and Ik you don't deserve this at all it just my trust been fucked up but I am going to treat you better because you deserve better" he said
" You think my trust issues is ok to , you think before you my shit was not fucked up , you have to do better not only for me but for yourself , look I get where you coming from Jay I really do but that does not mean you can treat me like crap , I was nothing but good to you."
" You don't think I know they I promise to do better just please don't leave" he said in tears, " Don't leave Brittney" he said hugging me crying .
When he told me his past , he only told me small pieces of it , not the full story , I need to get to the bottom of this not only for me but for him as well.
