I have no clue how to write angest and this is just for fun. So the storyline might not make sense to some viewers.
Schizophrenia
A serious mental disorder which may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and extremely disordered thinking and behavior that impairs daily functioning, and can be disabling.
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Left untreated, schizophrenia can result in severe problems that affect every area of life. Complications that schizophrenia may cause or be associated with include: Suicide, suicide attempts and thoughts of suicide. Anxiety disorders and obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)
"You don't know what it feels like"
Schizophrenia is usually treated with an individually tailored combination of talking therapy and medicine. Most people with schizophrenia are treated by community mental health teams (CMHTs).
"To be left alone without anyone to be next to"
". . . and that pretty much sums up Schizophrenia."
I awkwardly smiled and looked at my mom. She was looking at me with questioning but proud eyes.
"So this is for your school presentation?"
"Yeah! They said to research about a mental illness and make a speech about it!"
I looked over to my phone and looked back at my mom.
"Plus, they said I could present in English. Isn't that amazing?"
"It would help you practice your English since you wouldn't want to forget it."
I nodded and took my phone and unlocked it to see a bunch of notifications from discord. I told mom I'm going to rest and left the room.
Discord general chat
Lynna: EY YO WHAT'S UP
Emerale: EYYY DRISSY
Trub: owo
Miari Miasko: I see everyone is online
Fishbell: MIA YOU'RE ALIVE
Aiko: 🍵
Emerale: Ah yes of course tea
Fishbell: So about the comic . . .
12:32 AM
"yawn It's already 12 am? Good thing it's Sunday tomorrow."
I texted my online friends saying I was going to sleep. Then I went off to sleep, peacefully like every other day.
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"Way back home" || Emerale Angest || Warnings in the description
Teen FictionWarning: Self-harm, depression, mental disorders, mentions of su*cide, etc. This is all an AU and not real please I swear I don't do self-harm
