saeko's daily dose of bullshit

introduction - 26

(i realized that i never actually introduced myself, so here you guys go, ig)
(here's some suprisingly not too crackheadish things from me-)

uHhhHh, suprise shawdayyy! my name's, uh, saeko, or you can call me josh. i'm not telling you my age for personal reasons, i'm a black male and i like doin art b)). sometimes i make myself suffer too often and i also refuse to tell my friends some stuff that i've learned and then late at night i sneak discord back onto my phone and message them and start crying about how much of a stupid fuck i am for being myself. :')
yknow, it's kinda hard not being a crackhead when that's the only good thing you can do 💀💀💀
i also wish that i could bring as much joy to people as i can because uhh, you never know what might turn up, whether it may be good or bad, so uhm, to whoever's reading this, stay safe. like, for real. im not kidding you dumb shit. stay the fuck safe, eat a healthy meal, or just eat enough to be full, and fucking beat a bitch up if they try to t0uch you or fight you for no reason. in all honesty, i love everyone. well, i try to. but sometimes people are just gonna not accept it and be terrible anyways. so, uh, life lesson from a 3 year old ig 😊. lol i hate myself a lot
BUT ANYWAYS 💕
also fun fact my brothers a crackhead (not a literal one 😢)
so uh
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uh, i hope that, uh, yall liked that
HOLD ON I NEED TO TELL MORE INFO
uhm
i play trumpet in band
yes, im in band
and uhm,
sadly, i'm still single but i got a crush on this chinese girl in my class that will never like me 😊
i also intentionally stare at her during band, she plays flute 😢😢😢
she's so pretty, i cant
how tf does anyone else not like her
uh child anyways so
yeah uh, thats it
im a hopeless romantic in a timeloop of not trusting my amazing ass friends and unintentionally pushing them away until i have nothing left 😚✌💞💖💕💕
alr guys, that'll be it for the 50 millionth upload i've done for today
actually it might not be
but either way, bye ig :'(