chapter 1

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It's been 2 months since DIEGO left, yes Diego left me again. The night me and Diego left, we stayed at a hotel and when I wake up the next morning he was gone. He left a note saying he was sorry and that he didn't want anything to happen to me. And he promised he would be back but who knows?

I'm still pregnant but I'm not showing yet, We don't know the gender yet but I personally want another girl and I hope that's what I'm having. Also since me and ona are both pregnant at the same time we won't to have gender reveal parties together so we're letting Des plan it.

Caleb and Izzy are so excited to be having a new brother or sister, Caleb wants a brother and Izzy wants a sisters.

Caleb has started schools, he's in kindergarten. Ugh my babies are growing up to fast. Clover ran away sadly, I let her outside to use the bathroom one day and she just cut out running and never came back.

I had Alex,Carlos and Brandon go look for her but they said they didn't see her, that whole day I cried.

Alex and Paris broke up because Alex found her and some other guy fucking in there bed. Alex was so mad he shot the guy and beat Paris's ass.

He came to my house right afterwards and started crying, he was sad that he had found her cheating on him and that he put his hands on her.

Yeah,uhm.....me and Alex may or may not  have slept together that night, we was both in our feeling and we got caught up in the moment and things happened.

Afterwards me and Alex both agreed to never tell anyone about this and Alex may have sneaked into my bedroom at night a few times. Not gonna lie Alex is good but not good as Diego

I mean Diego's gone and I know he's fucking some other bitches so why can't I?

A/n - let me know if I should make a story about Alex. I kinda been wanting to make one but idk, what y'all think??

"Diego is gonna fucking kill me, if he finds out" Alex says breathlessly laying beside me, I chuckle

" he's doing the same thing so he can't be mad at me"I say and Alex nods in agreement

" have you heard anything about him" I ask and Alex shakes his head no, " no bodies have come up, no sighting, no one has seen or heard from him, it's like he completely disappeared " Alex says and I frown

"You think he's coming back "I ask and Alex nods," he can't stay away from you forever, he loves you too much" Alex says and I smile

" if he loves me so much why does he leave me and cheat on me" I ask

" i don't know why he cheats on you but the reason he leaves is because he's scared, he's scared that he'll get you hurt or you'll hurt him. Believe it or not Ri but Diego is scared to lose you, he hates leaving you, when me and him went on that mission together all he talked about was you and the kids. He'll probably never admit it to you but you piss Diego off so much" Alex says and I look at him confused

" why " I ask and he chuckles " because he can't control you and he can't tell you no. Your Diego's world Riley, he may not act like it but you are. Whenever your not around, he's always complaining about how he needs to get back to you and it pisses him off that he can't be with you 24/7 " Alex says and I smile

I never knew that's how Diego felt

" when do you think he will be back" I ask and he shrugs, " the cops ain't looking for him as bad now so I figure he'll be back in a few weeks" Alex says and I nod

" stop worrying and go to sleep, okay " Alex says and I nod, I turn with my back against Alex chest and he puts his arm around my waist. 

I frowned because i didn't feel as safe as I do when Diego has his arms around me. I feel safe with Alex but I feel a lot more safer with Diego.

I sighed and closed my eyes before dosing off to sleep.

Next day

I wake up and saw Alex was gone, he's probably gone to work. Usually when I wake up Alex is gone. He also gets Caleb up for school if I'm not already up .

I get up, shower and change into

Wait, this is the outfit I wore when I told Diego about Caleb

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Wait, this is the outfit I wore when I told Diego about Caleb.

I think imma go to Marissa's house today, I'm at her house all the time. She's probably annoyed by how often I'm at her house.

It's just Izzy loves playing with Ainara and it's just so relaxing and peaceful at her house. I wake Izzy up, bathe her and change her into jean shorts and a big shirt.

" is dad back yet" she asks and I shake my head, " not yet " I say and she frowns, " he'll be back soon " I tell her, she just nods and looks down

I sigh and grab my car keys, I walk out the door and lock it behind me. I put Izzy in the back seat in where her car seat is. I get in the driver seat and drive to Marissa's.

When we get there, I see a car in the driveway that I don't recognize. I shrug and get Izzy out her car seat. I start walking towards the house when Marissa comes walking out the house.

" mom don't " someone yells, she was storming toward me with this anger look on her face. Im confused because I hadn't done anything to piss her off.

" you little bitch, how dare you cheat on my son" she yells before raising her hand up to slap me. I backed up so she couldn't hit me but suddenly Diego's standing in front of me

" back off " Diego says in a stern tone, wait Diego's back? When did he get back? Why hasn't he called me or came home?

Oh no, he knows about me and Alex

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