Blown everything

Kabanata 10

"Sana talaga siya nalang, ia.." bulong niya.

Maawa siya oh. Masakit din saakin dahil ganun yung naririnig ko at bukang bibig niya na dapat si stella nalang.

"I-I'm sorry..." I said.

And ran to the best exit of his room.

I was expecting that he'll follow me but he didn't. Mas lalo kong nasaktan ang sarili ko. I never get use this kind of situation, nakaka frustrate!

I'll never comeback again.

Tumakbo ako sa kuwarto ko andun pala si janella at leo davis nag lalaro sila.

"Oh! Jan, ba't hindi kayo kumain ni leo sa baba?" Tanong ko may halong pag hikbi Ito.

"Tita! tita! Where's tito rafael?" Leo asked innocently.

"I don't know, baby..." It's hard to deny it, when the person's asked you innocently but you're lying.

I hope rafael will take care of his self and don't mind me. He needs to love his self he needs to get the girl who's truly loving him.

He loved me blindly. He sacrificed everything to the person who's worthless.

I don't know what to do but to lie to him until i defeat their enemies my enemies.
I hope I'll get satisfy soon.

"Arhm tita i lov vyo!" Nagulat ako sa sabi ni leo sa gilid ko.

"Vlov vyo too, leo!" Pabalik kong sambit.

Binuhat ko si leo papunta sa kama at nag tungo ako sa C.R para maligo. As i mentioned it I have so many transactions with people around here.

Hide outs, Underground business.

Nag suot ako ng fitted dress itim iyun at ang make up ko simpleng eyeshadow at maakit na mapulang lipstick.

Ang baril at silencer tsaka timer, rope, granada ang mga nasa likod ng damit ko nag backpack ako itim din iyun syempre naka rubber shoes ako itim din.

Pagka labas ko ng dressing room tumambad kaagad saakin ang seryosong mata ni janella mukhang kanina pa hinihintay ng mata niya na maka labas ako sa pinto kung saan ako ng galing kanina.

"Ia, ok ka lang ba?" Takha niyang tanong.

"Ah.. oo naman!" I said with hesitant.

"Ah ganun ba, saan ka pupunta gabi na ah?"

"May nakita na kasi akong trabaho kaya.. ngayon kami mag kikita ng secretary ng magiging boss ko.." Deny ko.

"Mayaman ka naman tapos mag tatrabaho ka sa ibang kompanya?"

Dami namang tanong ng babaeng ito!

"Wala namang masama mag trabaho sa ibang kompanya 'di ba? Ano meron ka pa bang itatanong?" Sarkastiko kong sambit.

"hahaha yo chill! I'm just curious and concerned.." aniya at hinalikan ang pisngi ko.

"Alis naako, jan.. ingat kayo ni leo ha!"

Lumabas ako ng kuwarto at nag simula nang mag lakad. I sighed for what just happened. Yes. I will regret everything in the end of the day hindi ko na siya maibabalik saakin muli dahil ayaw na niya saakin, kahit ano sigurong gawin ko 'di na niya ako mapapatawad.

Para lang din naman iyun sakanya.

I hope for his own happiness and i hope he'll achieve what he want to achieve in life. I hope he'll get better. I hope he'll find his love of his life.

I hope i can remember him. I hope i can do better than before.

I sighed.

Bumaba ako ng hagdan at inikot ang tingin sa baba. I need to be elegant like my lola. I need to be ruthless like my lolo.