Broken Strings

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"we've met just because our parents are at it again.
Keeping both of Us in one place.
More when they knew that we broke up.
See! My parents only approve me having another boyfriend because it's you Beam. They can't find fault with you and even charmed them. Now that we broke up, they always keep putting US on a same tight spot." Fai

"Fai...

I know you enough to know that you are lying...to me... and to yourself.

...You've always been the stubborn girl. I know no one can push you to meet him if you don't really like it." Beam

"Even before you come here, you've already decided to give him another shot. Or maybe you already did. You are just...scared and wants more reassurance from me." Beam

"Damn! Why can't I even hide anything from you." Fai pouts

"So tell me what's holding you up?" Beam

"Because I just can't bring myself to Totally believed him. What if, he just confused with his feelings for me? What if he realized...it wasn't me after all.
What if he is just doing this to keep his faced to the family.
What if I am just one bratty girl he is forced to take care off..

What if he can't put up with my tendencies for long ...what if...

"Sugar STOP!!!" Beam

Fai gulps, Beam rarely gets angry to her and by Beam's looks he definitely is pissed.

"One more word Fai and I will really smacked your head hard." Beam

Fai Pouts, she knows that it is only an  empty threat but still it is better to be safe.

"..."

"..."

"What if... he really mean it this time Fai?

What if he really love you like crazy just as how crazy you are to him Fai.

...I've only meet Ran for a few times and I can tell that he hated me.

I can even tell that he is hurt too ." Beam

"You think so?" Fai

"Why are you even asking me Fai? You should know better.

More than giving him a chance... I want you to give yourself a chance Fai...a chance to be loved...a chance to be happy again Fai

You are an amazing woman and everyone who knew you knows that. I bet even strangers can tell. If Ran messes again. Same old rule applies... we'll bury his dead body somewhere... were both fucking doctors for pit sake! You knew that you can always have me, regardless how much deep you fell. Just like how you would drag my ass out before.

You have saved me Angel. You are Beam Baramae's savior!

You are my Ex! And people knew how high my standard is! So don't you dare doubt yourself! " Beam

Beam can only laugh with his own arrogance. He is not blind to peoples advances to him .He knows he is sought after. He is not acting proud, he just find his own words funny to his ears... because this confidence he has now is hard earned. Something that he lost once. Thankfully he has this girl that enlighten him up.

Yes Beam loved himself better now... and it seems that his Sugar is the one needing encouragement and self boosting at the moment.

He is glad that he can finally do something too for this lovely woman
who has been his constant support this past three years.