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When my mom died I was diagnosed with depression it didn't help that my dad abandoned me a month later my daughter died the next year and my grandma died this year my depression mixed with my bipolar my anxiety and anger issues isn't a good mix on top of that I don't open up to ppl when something is going on with me so from time to time I get really angry and I pop off when everything starts building up and I can't handle it anymore I try to control it sometimes I can sometimes I can't I don't mean to hurt anybody yes I take medication for it but obviously it doesn't help I dont deal well with death, disrespect, and I have abandonment issues I apologize to anybody that I may have hurt yesterday was a real hard day for me and ppl adding drama and stress to it don't help so today I kind of popped off on a lot of people and I wanna say sorry