105 days: loki x Reader

Day 8

TRIGGER WARNING S*ICIDE ATTEMPTS

I landed in Queens few hours ago and Aunt May was there waiting for me she ran up to me cause it has been few months since we seen each other I missed her shes like my second mom

"Aunt May i missed you so much Im thankfull took me in " i said

* i feel like i betrayed Loki even it was to protect him till i get back there *

sometimes i think that is Loki's feelings for me real or fake i don't know what i feel towards him love or hate my feelings are unknown to him and Bucky hes been M.I.A over 10 hours im getting worried i hope hes good somewhere he is now

*suddenly phone rings *

"y/n Stark speaking " i replied "y/n Stark "random Man said "Who is this i don't have time for this "i replied "is it really been this long " Random man said "Just tell me  who is this " i asked then suddenly A gang busted through the apartment window they took me but left Aunt May and Peter wasn't home so he was safe until....

*several hours later*

"wh-where am i" i asked "hail hydra" Man whispered "oh shit"i said "y/n you are not getting out any soon "Random guy said "Who are you "i asked "you should know we have met before " Random guy said "i don't know you "I said "the name is Rumlow "Rumlow said "You... are you serious fuck this shit you don't know what i am capable of Rumlow "i said "you stupid kid you are going to die if you don't tell where Loki is "Rumlow said " im not telling where he is you're not going to get the information of him "I said " then kid you will die "Rumlow laughed"fuck you Ramlow fuck you" i yelled "TELL ME WHERE IS LOKI NOW " Ramlow yelled "NO I WILL NEVER TELL"i yelled back "i won't talk to you Rumlow "I said "alright then i will bring my buddy to you "Rumlow laughed

then i saw him Bucky walked in i thought he was dead he was here all this time he wasn't himself i saw Bucky but it wasn't him he started to punch me with the medal arm i started to bleed i knew now and then i had lost Bucky to Hydra they brainwashed him again he didn't know me i saw it in his eyes i started to cry of course cause my bestfriend is beating me

"what is wrong little one "Bucky said "you don't know me buck but you saved me "i said tears flowing from my eyes " thats pathetic to cry don't you know that " Bucky said

then i started to glow red and then there was electricity in there they tried to brainwash me i couldn't break i promised to Dad and Nat that i will be okay and eventually return to the compound safely and help Loki defeating Hela...... but they were successful on brainwashing me so i became the second Winter Soldier so i was standing next to Barnes everywhere we attacked on but one day we got to city named New York it felt familiar but i didn't know where

"Barnes where next "I asked " place named Stark tower "Barnes replied " who is the target "i asked " Tony Stark" Barnes replied "copy captain " I replied " They know you so you go undercover "Barnes said "from where "I asked "you used to be avenger "Barnes replied "wh-what"I said shocked "focus on this mission little brat "Barnes said "oh stop that "i said pissed

so i went undercover to a place i don't remember so i had to act like nothing have happend to me

TONYS POV:

then i saw her my daughter had come home but something seemed off

"Y/N YOU'RE HOME " Tony yelled "yes hi" i said akwardly " is something wrong "Tony asked " no nothing im just tired "i replied " okay go rest honey"Tony said " I will "I said and went to unknown room

Y/NS POV:

so im home? i totally busted my cover "beep beep" my phone rang "Yes soldier 432 here " i said "finally are you in there " Barnes asked "yes i am so whats next "I asked " you find out what they are planning and report to Zola and Smith " Barnes replied " okay got it "i replied "y/n is it really you "Steve asked " yes i am just got here whats up " I said "um so you don't hate me anymore "Steve asked " why would I hate you"I said confused " Oh nothing are you okay by the way "Steve asked " yes i am perfectly fine actually " i replied "okay bye then "Steve said