First Heartbreak 💔
I don't know why I felt this way. I felt that there's something in me that crashed immediately on this day. Just a simple phrase coming from him makes my heart aches.
Lying down on a soft matress while hugging my favorite pillow like I can find comfort in it. Then suddenly, pool of tears streaming down on my face unable to stop. How could I let him break the wall I created for so long . How can he able to enter my heart in a cage of dark room with no light without exerting a little effort. I can't name this kind of feeling. Let me rephrase it I don't want this kind of feeling. Take this away please I'm begging you. I don't want this. Heaven knows how I tried to avoid it. But the thought of trying makes me sick and taste my own medicine.
I fall.
I fall in love with him without him knowing it.
I let myself dive into an abyss of endless pain unable to resurface. I don't know how can I able to reach the shore when in the first place I don't know how to swim. Now, my breath is slowly fading so I let myself drown into an unfathomable deep ocean of first heartbreak.💔😔
