Rant.

UGH

TW⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ ED , rant, might trigger some people

These are some of the small little rants I have had over the past month(every paragraph is a new rant!)

I hate this "society" like wtf. I can't wear a skirt out in public without being looked at weirdly or as if I'm a slut or asking for attention. ITS JUST CLOTHING! Sorry I don't fit into this society's "beauty standards" WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? Like, did someone just randomly say "oh so girls are only allowed to be this weight and height and no acne no body hair to be pretty" WHAT THE HELL. I'm sORRY for being 6 foot tall since I was 12 THATS NOT MY FAULT THAT I WAS BORN THIS WAY! I'm SORRY that I starved myself for yEARS to feel pretty. Well you know what. Fuck your beauty standards. I'm pretty just how I am and so is everybody else. Girls are so pretty. So very pretty. Boys are also very pretty. Nonbinary folks are very pretty too. Everybody is so fucking pretty. And the fact that some guys are out here "I'm only gonna date a girl if she's under 100 lbs, under 5'5, blonde hair, green eyes, etc" LIKE BRUH THIS AINT FUCKING BUILD A BEAR. I say fuck society. They don't deserve these amazing beautiful people.

I can't look into the mirror without thinking of what others will think about me when I leave the house. That shouldn't be a thing. But you know what. I don't care anymore. I have my hair how I want it, I wear the clothes I want to, I put the makeup I want on, I'm me. And I'm beautiful. These people have made it so I cannot eat more than a meal a day anymore. I hurt myself on the inside to make others happy. I'm done trying to make others happy. My life is about me now. I'm not going to be stuck up or self centered though, but I'm going to stop thinking about what others think about me. My life is mine. I'm the main character of my story.

Someone I know is transgender and I could only imagine how he feels. Having people calling him the wrong name, the wrong pronouns, calling him things he's not. And apparently people think it's "socially acceptable" to bully people for things that ARENT EVEN THEIR FUCKING FAULT. What the fuck man.

I have blue hair and I wear what I want now. And no one will stop that. And when some douche calls me a slut or whore or any word or name that is considered "offensive" I'm just going to thank them. Tell them, thank you. Cause guess what? Fuck them.

God damn I hate people sometimes. UGH. Just cause I'm part of something and I'm not an admin doesn't make me useless. Like what the frick. We lITERALLY caused something to start but the people who have more power think that just cause they are more powerful they are better. Well guess what. Just cause I don't hold all that much physical power doesn't mean I can't out smart you. Just because I don't have power doesn't mean I can't be useful. I'm so angry.

Who ever decided that kids have to have a certain intelligence level to pass was fucking stupid. What are we going to do with this information? When will it ever be useful?? Like I understand learning a English and science but math??? I get the first few years of it but is it really that important??? Like I like math and I'm pretty good at it but when will it ever be useful to me? When am I ever going to need to use letters? AND SOCIAL STUDIES. Why do I need to know about stuff from thousands of years ago??? Am I going to need to know how to win a war? Am i going to be forced into a government office? School systems are fucked anyways

Why has society made it seem like being gay a bad thing-? ITS LITERALLY JUST LOVE??? Like I'm sorry that the population is already over grown and we help slow it down. Wtf. Am I not allowed to love who I want because some idiot decided "man love man bad" like-????? I genuinely hate it here. How do people think such horrible things about people who just want to love who they love? My brother was that way but he's starting to come around and actually accepting it. He's correcting himself when he says something wrong. He doesn't say any slurs or anything offensive(and meaning it) like-??? If someone THAT stubborn can come around to the idea then so can everyone else. And if you are gonna be stuck up about it you can suck my dick.

OH SO PEOPLE REALLY JUST ENJOY BEING ASSHOLES CAUSE THEY CAN GET WHAT THEY WANT. OH IM SORRY THAT I DONT LIKE YOU. IM SORRY THAT YOU ARE A STUCK UP PRICK. THATS NOT MY FAULT. GO LEARN SOME MANNER THEN COME TRY TALKING TO ME. OH AND IF I TELL YOU NO THEN YOUR GONNA GO CRY TO MOMMY? BITCH WHO TF YOU THINK YOU ARE? IM HUMAN TOO. I HAVE FEELINGS TOO. YOU DO NOT CONTROL ME. IF I TELL YOU NO THAT MEANS NO. NOT "Maybe later" OR "Not right now" THAT MEANS NO. WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND. ITS A TWO LETTER WORD THAT HAS A PROMINENT(is that the right word-?) MEANING. SO SUCK IT UP AND TAKE NO AS AN ANSWER DICKWAD

Thanks for reading the first months worth of my rant <3