•Haikyuu x Reader• ~oneshots~ {Requests open}

"I won't stop crying! Not until I'm dead..." - Tendou Satori x Reader -

Satori set you down by the in-school bathhouse, not saying a word and ushering you in there. You showered and changed into your gym uniform, leaving the bathhouse to see Tendou waiting for you. Tendou started walking with you, the silence between the two of you unnatural and weird. Tendou reached for your hand, grabbing it firmly and intertwining your fingers together. 

“You should’ve told me F/N…. You know you can tell me anything…” Tendou soothed, bringing you closer to him. Tears balled in your eyes, dammit, everytime he told you that, you just cried more. He squeezed your hand for a few seconds, letting go of your hand and returning it to its place by his side. As soon as the warmth left, the tears escaped your eyes, the boy glanced at you, a worried expression on his face as he hastily took back your hand. 

“I’m in love with you Satori!” you told him, tears streaming down your cheeks, letting go and running away to your home as the boy helplessly watched you run away from him, leaving him in the middle of the street.

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Middle School - High School

“Satö̸̬̖̿͗͛r̵̡͇̬͓̬̤̬̜͙̼̾͊į̷̱͈̤͐́̂̓̂̒͌͑̊́̇̒̓̕͝!” you exclaimed, hugging him tightly on the rooftop, the boy hugged you back, but he was extremely cold, like always.

“How are you F/N?” he asked, planting a kiss on your lips. A smile covered your face as you embraced him harder.

“I’m fine Ş̵̛͓̮̓̓̆́̆͋͋̓͂̐́̃̔a̸̱͒͋͆̿̅̇́́͝ţ̸̢̨̫͚͔͈͔̠͓̻̉́̀͋̀̃̈́̈̆ǫ̸͇̟̣̝̺̺͔̗̝̦̒̍̀̓͐̓r̵̮͗́̾̀̈́̈́̇̆̂͑̕i̶̢̼̥̤̤̪͔͉̖̗̹̠̹͇͔͊̓̆͆̉̒͋͂̊̓͆͆̚͠!” you replied, letting him go, grabbing his hand, “How are you doing?”

“I’m doing fine with my paradise,” he laughed out, walking to class with you, the people around you giving you weirded out and pitiful looks. Ş̵̛͓̮̓̓̆́̆͋͋̓͂̐́̃̔a̸̱͒͋͆̿̅̇́́͝ţ̸̢̨̫͚͔͈͔̠͓̻̉́̀͋̀̃̈́̈̆ǫ̸͇̟̣̝̺̺͔̗̝̦̒̍̀̓͐̓r̵̮͗́̾̀̈́̈́̇̆̂͑̕i̶̢̼̥̤̤̪͔͉̖̗̹̠̹͇͔͊̓̆͆̉̒͋͂̊̓͆͆̚͠ placed a kiss on your cheek, waving you off to your classroom. You sat in your seat, happy as you could ever be. A hand touched your back, almost snapping you out of the state.

‘Stop pretending F/N, it’s not good for you.’

You shook off the eating glances and thoughts, continuing to work on your things with happiness, swinging your legs in your chair, casually chatting with your friends in class, talking about their relationships and such, and you joined in, talking about Ş̵̛͓̮̓̓̆́̆͋͋̓͂̐́̃̔a̸̱͒͋͆̿̅̇́́͝ţ̸̢̨̫͚͔͈͔̠͓̻̉́̀͋̀̃̈́̈̆ǫ̸͇̟̣̝̺̺͔̗̝̦̒̍̀̓͐̓r̵̮͗́̾̀̈́̈́̇̆̂͑̕i̶̢̼̥̤̤̪͔͉̖̗̹̠̹͇͔͊̓̆͆̉̒͋͂̊̓͆͆̚͠.  

“Ş̵̛͓̮̓̓̆́̆͋͋̓͂̐́̃̔a̸̱͒͋͆̿̅̇́́͝ţ̸̢̨̫͚͔͈͔̠͓̻̉́̀͋̀̃̈́̈̆ǫ̸͇̟̣̝̺̺͔̗̝̦̒̍̀̓͐̓r̵̮͗́̾̀̈́̈́̇̆̂͑̕i̶̢̼̥̤̤̪͔͉̖̗̹̠̹͇͔͊̓̆͆̉̒͋͂̊̓͆͆̚͠ is such a good boyfriend! He always kisses me, hangs out with me, studies, and I love it when he cooks with me! He’s so good at making chocolate!” you giggled, your friends giving you concerned glances, they just decided to go along with it, talking about their own significant others.

“My boyfriend takes me to the movies, we snuggle a lot, we’ve been on multiple boba dates! It was so nice, wasn’t it Kotaro?” one of your friends commented, her boyfriend nodding, leaning into her shoulder.

“Yes, it was lovely Kirin, I love you,” Kotaro placed a kiss on Kirin’s cheek, the both of them holding hands.

“Awwww! You guys are so cute! I wish I had a lover! If only F/N would like me back!” a boy pouted, crossing his arms at you. You laughed and shrugged him off, acting like you were a taken person.

“Sorry! You already know I have a boyfriend, right? He goes to this school silly! I know you know him!” 

After school, you were hanging out with your friends, just chilling out. Ş̵̛͓̮̓̓̆́̆͋͋̓͂̐́̃̔a̸̱͒͋͆̿̅̇́́͝ţ̸̢̨̫͚͔͈͔̠͓̻̉́̀͋̀̃̈́̈̆ǫ̸͇̟̣̝̺̺͔̗̝̦̒̍̀̓͐̓r̵̮͗́̾̀̈́̈́̇̆̂͑̕i̶̢̼̥̤̤̪͔͉̖̗̹̠̹͇͔͊̓̆͆̉̒͋͂̊̓͆͆̚͠ sitting and making funny jokes, which you were the only laughing at. He held hands with you, cold as always, a blush spread across your cheeks.

“Ş̵̛͓̮̓̓̆́̆͋͋̓͂̐́̃̔a̸̱͒͋͆̿̅̇́́͝ţ̸̢̨̫͚͔͈͔̠͓̻̉́̀͋̀̃̈́̈̆ǫ̸͇̟̣̝̺̺͔̗̝̦̒̍̀̓͐̓r̵̮͗́̾̀̈́̈́̇̆̂͑̕i̶̢̼̥̤̤̪͔͉̖̗̹̠̹͇͔͊̓̆͆̉̒͋͂̊̓͆͆̚͠! You’re so funny haha! I love you so muc-”

“F/N IT’S BEEN TWO YEARS! HE’S DEAD AND YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THAT!” your best friend broke down screaming, she hated seeing you in this state of denial, “SATORI IS NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND, HE DIED BEFORE HE COULD EVEN RESPOND, YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THAT HE IS GONE AND MOVE ON F/N!” 

Your eyes filled with tears, and you gripped the edge of the fountain underneath you holding Satori’s hand with the other, remembering the way he moved his hands through your hair, tears flowed down your face, “That’s not true B/F/N… He is still here… he kisses me, he holds my hands, tells me he loves me, you’ve seen him, that’s not true, it’s not true, it’s not true….”

“But it is, he doesn’t exist anymore, no one sees him, and half the school thinks you’re insane… It’s time to move on F/N... Now stop crying, we can do plenty of that later when we go watch anime together late-”

“No! he’s here and he loves me, you’re just jealous! Come on Satori, let’s leave,” you scoffed, Satori getting up and walking home with you. You held his hand, tears still streaming down your face as you held the hand of your boyfriend. Satori moved to wipe away the tears, planting a small kiss on your lips before brushing the hair out of your face and smiling at you. He took out the bracelet you had given him all those years ago, gently placing it in your hand, which confused you.

“F/N…. I know you love me…. But it’s time I say goodbye, B/F/N is right, you need to stop dwelling on me, find someone else you love, as much as you loved me, don’t cry over someone like me, I love you so much F/N, I’ll see you on the other side,” Satori told you, your eyes widening at the boy slowly fading away from your vision. 

“WAIT SATORI I LOVE YOU PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME!” you cried, the boy gave a close-eyed hurt smile as his body disintegrated, leaving you standing there, the last piece of him that was there was the charm bracelet that you’d given him. Tears poured out of your eyes as you fell to the ground sobbing. You never had the chance to hear his response when you had run away, because that was exactly what led to his death. Tendou Satori was hit by a bus. 

“My cries will never stop Satori…. not until I'm dead…. So I guess it won’t be too long until my cries are gone….”