Maybe I hate you Maybe I don't

Chapter 9

So long for the fears and worries

Let's go and you won't be sorry

I'll be the one to get you out

Chase the demons out tonight

You can see how fast they run

I flicked my finger up and then looked behind to see Charlie lost in the drums and then for one second our eyes connect. I saw sadness in them but at the same time he was playing his depression out through the drums. I turned back to the class and pointed at Scott again, I know I'm over him but this was just my final way of saying goodbye.

When you turn the light switch on

Would you stop and take a look at me now?

Could you stop and take a look at me now?

When you're standing right in front of me

You're looking at the positive that was negative

Would you stop and take a look at me now?

I put my hand in front of the mike and imagined cupping someone's face then turned my hand around and brought it down. I put my other hand on my heart to show the shame I felt. I then walked forward talking the mike out of the stand, put my hand on my head opened my mouth again and held the note as long as I could while closing my eyes.

And it gets more beautiful, it gets more beautiful

As the sun turns into rain

And the hurt turns into shame

And it gets more wonderful, it gets more wonderful

Can you get this through your brain

That you cannot lose again?

I did a spin and walked back to the mike stand and added more soul into the music, holding the notes.

Would you stop and take a look at me now?

Could you stop and take a look at me now?

When you're standing right in front of me

You're looking at the positive that was negative

Would you stop and take a look at me now?

I picked up my violin and finished the last few bars and looked around at my group, they smiled. We all got up from our spots and everyone was clapping for us as we got off stage. I sat down beside Charlie and gave him a smile, he gave me a thumbs up then continued glaring at the ground. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Ray talking to Shania and Oliver about something, probably congratulating but I didn't care. The next group Wen, Victoria, Christopher and Julia went up to stage. I looked at Scott to see him sitting beside Victoria a little uncomfortable just like when I sang she's so gone for him.

Wen POV

I got up on the stage with my group, I admit I feel a little nervous but if it showed Olivia would start freaking out especially since she's nervous already. Victoria went up to the keyboard, Christopher picked up the school bass guitar, Julia went back to drums and I stayed up front with an acoustic guitar. Yes I know how to play guitar but not drums, I suck at that, anyways I started to play the guitar with Christopher playing our intro and then I stepped up to the mike to sing

I'm gonna pick up these pieces,

And build a Lego house

If things go wrong we can knock it down