Do I love you

Love and war

I got out of there and soon enough I was home I thanked them gave them a nice tip since they arrived quick I walked in and plopped on my bed and sobbed I can't believe this I fought with cole sprouse I mean I thought he was loving and caring but he's jus- wait what is that in my pocket I pulled it out no no no. I fuck I ran into my bathroom ash's gun fuck I'll save it I looked in the mirror and wow I can't believe I'm crying I wiped my tears and checked the time it's 11:00 pm you know what I said I quit work I am not gonna cry over some shitty job and I'm not gonna cry over some ass wipe cole I'm gonna go clubbing I said ha I said walking away confident yet still ugly wait hold up I said running into the bathroom to fix myself tho before I grabbed my liquor from the cabinet and took shot every few minutes I got ready I walked out and waited for my Uber finally I got there and the security guard was so super sweet I sat at the bar and I turned to the voice calling my name y/n they said cole I said surprised and angry y/n look I'm so sorry it's my fault no I'm leaving wait no he said reaching for my arm I take my shot and leave no no y/n he said jogging towards me look dude I'm probably gonna get fired and sued that has happened before and my parents don't give a shit about me so they won't help me so I'm all alone okay well I I'll help he said ha yeahhh I don't buy it your an actor not a good guy okay I said walking away with with my hands in my pocket I walked out leaned against the brick wall and a tear rolled down my face why me I said quite I got onto maps and walked home I didn't have enough money as I walking I stopped by the store bought a tea and continued to walk home I feeling this thing on my wrist so I pull on it I can't see what it was so I walked under a light

Cole's number : ###-###-####
Make sure to call me 😉

I scoffed and tossed it to the ground hey said a guy hi I replied you seem upset why excuse me I giggled well I saw you in the store hey I'm your new neighbor oh hey I'm y/n what about you oh I'm Brian oh nice well have you ever been in love with something And then you just wanna... forget wow that's deep ha yeah it's nothing though I'm fine i j-jus- umm I'll see you around bye I said
I walked off and then I got hone and went to bed

The next morning when I woke up I had 4 missed calls from a rando- Cole I scrambled for the paper no no no no no I yelled I ran back to that 7-11 and then I was at the light no no where is it wait I'll call back so I called back hello I said

Unknown: y/n you have a week to live I'll find you
Y/n: excuse you motherfucker I'll live as long as I fucking want too
Hung up
then I had 2 missed calls cole I said when they answered um no Dylan his brother omg I'm so sorry no no it's fine cole has been trying to track you down all night really I said yeah he had me going in circles ha wow that's very sweet oh hey he's here if you want  I'll send you and address umm okay sure yeah I'll be there I guess yeah bye

Arrived

Hello I knocked hey there how are You good is cole still here I'm yeah I walked in you thirsty in my head there were so many things I wanted to say I said no I'm good I have a tea okay cool um coleee co e down um well he's probably with Lilly again they were gonna hang just as friends cause they broke up or something oh yeah as Dylan and I walked up the stairs he opened the door my eyes watering when his tongue throat deep in Lilly's mouth I walked out was that y/n yeah bro what the hell were you doing I mean other than shoving your tongue i her mouth fuck off y/n he called but I was already out the door

Y/n he yelled from outside I guess he saw me and chased after me y/ n he said out of breath wha-what are you doing here he said breathing heavy well your brother found my number and I had a missed call from him so I called him back not knowing who it was and he told me you were dying to see me so I guess it was a lie I said wiping tears with my sweater ow what he asked nothing my septum piercing got hooked on my jacket we'll see you around I got a message I opened in front of Cole oh my god oh god
Yes yes yes oh thank you thank you thank you carter
What asked cole oh right um well carter got me a trip to my favorite places in the world oh really yeah where Ibiza well see riverdale is on a break for 3 months do you mind if I come um whatever

I ran home bye cole say bye to Dylan for me yeah bye he waved I saw him pull his arms say yes line he made a goal but I still hate him so I told him later that my "boyfriend" that doesn't exist is going so he should bring Lilly or in other words the whore of the century