"If My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgiven their sins and heal their land." - Chronicles 7:14
"You will see heaven opene...
I can't have fun now. I can't go back to work and finish to get the job done. I can't enjoy anything or whatever that is. No NOTHING. I'm just....tired. My stress is the only destructive feeling that affects me and my whole life. It doesn't make it go away. It keeps going on and on.
Again, my stress level test results are in a critical rate and my head hurts a lot. I try to count up from 1 to 100 above on how to scale my anger or pressure. If I refuse, I won't be able to control it any longer or keep holding it for too long.
Well, this is a bunch of barnacles. The only issue is I still have another week or month to live if I have to. It doesn't matter right now....but I can take care of myself. I have almost reached my limit state and I pushed myself over.
I have a lack of healthy eating or lose my appetite. I just don't feel satisfied or being motivated today. I became very tired so fast when my life is short. I get headaches all the time, especially when I'm at work. Lastly, I didn't get a proper exercise because I was too stressed out. I hate my life....
I take anti-depressants daily just for one day. Relax all day and maybe drink a cup of hot tea mixed with herbs, that should calm down my nerves. I'm still not in a good mood. Ugh, I need some rest and go to bed early because I'm not feeling well. 😪😪 😴😴
This is gonna be a long day, alright. I only care about myself and that's what I do to make it right. I hope everything will be okay soon. After I drink my cup of herbal tea, I washed it and brush my teeth. I went to the bedroom in a sleepy slouched posture as I walked upstairs.
Change my old clothes into pajamas before going to bed. I felt my head is starting to heat up like I had an awful sick fever. I let out a cough...this is bad. I must have put on too much pressure from going outside. I'm so tired and I can't seemed to get it out.
I'm so stressed, I might explode to bits. Do you think a girl like me can flip out when I get mad?! Well, you're wrong!! I also have a tendency to destroy random stuff, lose my temper, growl irritatedly as I snapped and lines of blood veins now appeared on my head. 😠😠 💢💢
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While I was minding my own business, I give them the angriest dirty look on my face as I hissed in rage which is too much for my annoyance. I avoided eye contact at all times, so I just tell them to shut the crap up or I'll lose control of my karma as my temper.
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