Eccedentesiast (Chanlix)

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5 years ago
"Chan it's going to be ok"
"She left me Felix!"
"But I'm still here aren't I?"
"You'll never leave me right?
"..."

Present
Felix's POV
Chan you asked me this but... your the one who left me, 5 fucking years Chan, you see a hoe and run off with her leaving me behind, well guess what, I  D O N T   G I V E  A  F U C K, I don't give a fuck about you anymore chan because I don't need you anymore, since I met my reasons I don't need you for all I care

I don't even understand what's wrong with me anymore, I don't want to do it anymore
I wanna sleep and never wake up
But I have reasons to keep on living
I'm not going to be a coward...like her
Never...

Have you ever missed someone so much
You start blaming yourself that you weren't good enough
But then I met all of you and my life changed
Thank you Hyunjin my closest Friend
Thank you Jisung my twin
And thank you....my dear brother Minho
I know that one day I will have to leave you all but just not today...someday

"Oi, over here" Jisung shouts from the table at the other end of the café after I walk in searching for them. "Hey sungie" I smile full heartedly at the adorable bubbly boy who's now pulling Me to the table " Baby Lix so you know about That little Jeonbitch right?" Jisung  Said the last to words with a certain annoyed face and exaggerated hand expressions "Yeah the one who everyone ships with Mean-Hoe Hyung" I laugh as I see Jisung face go red and practically steam coming out of his ears "Yeah that one, well..." Jisung expression turned from a happy cheery smile to a tears one. I knew what happened and now I could feel my blood boil up ready to beat the shit out of Jeongin only if Jisung let me, but he never did "What.Did.He.Do!" I  shouted in an angry tone as Jisung flinched a little before looking around at the whole Café who were staring at us "hehe sorry" I nervously chuckle the anger not leaving me. Jisung started to tear up as I lead him out of the Cafè to a bench outside "He beat me...and then I tried to fight back so I punched him and he started crying and then Minho walked in-" Jisung couldn't continue anymore because he started sobbing vigorously Jisung took of his mask to reveal a large red swollen spot on his cheek. This was enough for me to do something I haven't done in a while...

Minho's POV~

I didn't come home last night because a crying Jeongin told me to stay for cuddles, you know I couldn't say know to this cute monkey so I stayed the night. But somehow my heart hurt, I know that slapping my boyfriend wasn't right but he punched my bestie so I couldn't hold back. And before I realised and regretted it Jisung was in tears and ran out of the room, but then I noticed his limp. I sigh as I look at Innie sleeping peacefully on top of me 'Innie you beat him again....what am I going to do with you...' I sigh.
The next morning

Today's a special day since Lixie, Sungie, and Innie are going to start there first day of University here in JYPU, I cant wait to see all three of them. I couldn't spot Felix and Jisung but Innie ran to my class just before Lunch so I decided that he could join us for Lunch. So there we sit in the Cafeteria talking and laughing like usual it was Changbin, Seungmin, Jeongin, and a few other girls and boys at our table because Chan said he had a few things to do when I heard a loud bang, everyone was turning there faces to see the source, but I turned around only to find a Angry Felix looking around until he Spotted me "Shit..." was the last thought I had before I got punched in the Face by my younger brother who was wearing a mask to cover his face "what.the.fuck.Minho" was all he said before he dragged me out of the Cafeteria by the collar " WHAT THE FUCK, YOU JUST EMBARRASSED ME SO MUCH H-" Before I could Finish I saw tears escape his eyes "Jisung says he wants to break up" was all he said before slapping me and punching me while Breaking down "Lix I-i-" I couldn't form a proper sentence because of the Tears falling down my face.

My Jisung, my first love, why... he wanna break up....with me...

Then I realised

I fucked up sooo much
So fucking much
I'm so sorry Han, please come back to me...
I'm sorry for disappointing you Felix
I'm sorry for Breaking your heart Jisung
I fucking hate you Yang Jeongin.

Chan's POV~
I reached the Cafeteria and was just about to go to our table when I heard a loud bang, I could recognise that figure anywhere "Lee Felix" I whisper to myself as my heart hurts too much, seeing him for the first time in years, memories flood my mind as tears escape I quickly wipe them away observing him from afar. But what I saw next shocked the living shit out of me.....he punched Minho, his fucking brother, I didnt remember him to be this Violent....but then again I left him for 5 fucking years....he changed, what happened to my Bubbly Baby Boy Lixie.... I felt guilt fill my heart as I witness Minho being dragged across the floor by the collar. I ran up as fast as I could to be met with no one in sight, nice again Felix was out of my sight "babe c'mon back in" uh I could recognise that sweetly sickening voice anywhere, but I love her so I have to listen to her...right? "Coming baby" I smile as I walk back in not noticing the pair of eyes which I was looking for on me.

3rd person~

"Felix" Chan whispers as he was now face to face with the boy who saved his life, yes saved his life, Chan was about to drown but Felix jumped in and saved him from death. The moment Felix saw him he felt his heart shatter as memories came back to mind. He felt sadness wash over him but it suddenly got replaced with anger "Chan..." he said through gritted teeth "Felix listen I-" chan started but couldn't finish his sentence because a boy walked up to them and placed a hand around Felix's waist he was taller than him and was staring daggers into Chan. Chan felt a hint of a feeling but he didn't know what it was, he didn't like how close the guy was with Felix "Christopher, I hope you already know what you did.... oh and by the way I have something to give you back" Felix says with a blank expression. Chan could feel his heart break when he heard Felix say these words but his heart started to beat dramatically fast as Felix came closer to him. Now he could see the eyes which cried when he did, the lips which spoke a million comfort words and the Freckles only his Life savour had. Then he felt Felix put something in his hands and turn away, his hair swayed with him as Chan looked in awe at the magnificent creature in front of him who's walking out of sight. He looked into his hand only to feel his heart shatter into a million. He rushed out of the hall to the bathrooms and washed his face to hide the continues tears pouring out of his eyes. Felix gave him the promise ring, which was Chan's gift to Felix.

Flashback~

"Hey Pixie I have a surprise for you" Chan says dragging Felix by the hand to a field of daisy's

"What is it Channie?" Felix asks as Chan pulled Him closer, Felix stares in shock as Chan goes on one knee

"Will you always stay by my side? Lee Felix, will you always be my best friend?"

Felix wanted to be more than best friends, but if Chan wanted to best friend

Then they were best friends and nothing more.

Chan slipped the promise ring on Felix's finger.

And they watched the starry sky together.

Felix never took off the ring ever...again

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