Broken Strings

Donut and Sugar

Inside his room Beam and Forth are just whispering, afraid their hyper little monster would wake up.

Beam was right away in the tight hug of Forth, holding him really tight that it hurts a little. Beam can only soothes his Hulk boyfriend by kissing his chest.

"She would take you away from me. I would never let that! " Forth

"Love, she wouldn't take me away from you... No one can... and so even if she tried ...she couldn't. Besides Sugar is not someone like that. " Beam assures Forth

"Sugar? Beam please , it's like a very sweet endearment to my ears. It feels like I want to punch the wall everytime you say it to her. It's full of love and it burns my core. " Forth pleads

"Love please... She is Sugar... that woman... I owe her a lot... And I do... love her a lot too ....only in a different way now. Can you please just give this to me? Or at least let's compromise maybe? " Beam begs Forth.

"But she is your ex girl friend Beam...even someone who almost got married to you! " Forth

"But Forth, that's all she could be to me. I broke up with her just because I know I still love you to my core." Beam

"But, did you love her enough to even consider marrying her? " Forth

With that question Beam can only paused.

And that is enough confirmation for Forth.

Forth can already hear how his heart cracked inside, though honestly he has no right to feel that way. Beam did not even cheat on him.... and still the thought of Beam loving someone else is enough to break his heart.

Beam knows he has to be truly honest with Forth in this.

"Yes, Forth. I love her enough to even consider having a family with her. You knew just how I grew up with a single parent Forth, I am not complaining and I am already very satisfied with my Mom but there is this small part of me that wishes Fah can grow up with a Mom and a Dad by her side. And Fai is more than qualified to be that woman...

...Sugar and I, we did not get into relationship immediately. We took it slow, we build our relationship based on mutual trust and friendship.
We understand each other, for a reason that we both came out really hurt from our previous relationship. In a way our stories are similar and so we find solace in that...

...Fai is like my little ray of sunlight when I was so lost of everything Forth. She was their picking up what was left of me. She never gets tired in picking up my own mess Forth even how much I irritates her or push her away . She saves me from myself... to my destructive self. I made it through those years of heartaches because of her Forth. I wouldn't be here with you now if not to her. So please Love, give her a chance." Beam was already sobbing recalling how he have lived those dreadful years.

Forth throat feels dry. He feels like a huge lump is stuck on it. He had mixed emotions after Beam bares his story to him but above all he feels sorry for Beam for experiencing all those terrible times because of him.
For that he can only say sorry.

"Sorry... Sorry...Sorry Love. " Forth

"I am asking you Forth please...take another closer look to that girl. And maybe ...just maybe you'll see just how beautifully scarred that woman is. " Beam

"Can I really trust her? " Is Forth's final question to Beam before he conceded.

"As much as you trust me Forth." Beam

"Okay, I'll do it. Trust you and trusting her. Everything for you Baby. " Forth as he lifts Beam's face to thoroughly kiss him.

Beam and Forth continues to be in each others hug for a while when Forth decided to spoke Beam's silent request.