A New Feeling - Draco Malfoy Fanfic

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A popping sound was heard to his right.

"Dobby was told my miss to bring these once it turned midnight." The frail house elf spoke quietly.

Draco looked up to look at its scratched fingers noticing it held a pile of papers in its hands.

Sitting up, still holding Leah's hands he grabbed the papers off the elf. "Leave dobby." He ordered.

"Is miss oka-"

"I said fucking leave!" Draco yelled and the elf disappeared without a second thought.

Draco POV

I looked down at the papers in my hand, my heart sinking as I scanned them. They were drawing of me. Picking up the first picture of the pile, I looked down at myself in my Hogwarts uniform, smirking over my shoulder.

She captured every single one of my features perfectly, her talent was incredible. Every little pencil mark was perfect, it was almost as if the picture was coming to life. My heart skipped a a beat when I saw a little comment at the bottom of the paper.

A picture of my Draco smirking as if he was better than anyone else.

I chuckled to myself reading it, another tear falling from my eye when I thought about how that is exactly something she would say. I ran my thumb along her knuckles as I turned to the other drawing.

The next drawing was one of me sleeping. The covers tucked under my arm as I layed in a questionable position. The note at the bottom said,

My Draco sleeping in a strange, starfish like position.

Ps.- you were snoring so bloody loud while I was drawing this Draco.

A louder laugh erupted from my lungs from this message. I brought her hand up to my lips, spreading kisses on her knuckles, turning to the next picture.

This one was a drawing of both of us, dancing together at the ball at Hogwarts. Even on paper her beauty was all my eyes could see as I looked at her. She wore that same emerald dress that left feeling as if i was the luckiest man in the world. Her dark hair was exactly the same, framing her face perfectly. Her smile. That smile that as soon as I see—I fall in love with her all over again.

So beautiful.

One of my favourite memories with my Draco, he looked so handsome that night.

My eyes closed as I sat next to her, still holding her hand tightly in my grasp. What did I do right in my life to come across such an amazing woman, the woman who changed me. The woman who taught me how it was okay to show emotion. How did I deserve her?

Looking down to the last piece of paper, I noticed it wasn't a drawing—but a letter.

Draco,

Hey dummy. Did you like the drawings? Personally I'm very proud of them, they took me so bloody long to draw, I couldn't stop until I got them perfect. My favourite is the one of us at the ball. Do you remember that night as clearly as I do? Dancing with you was like a dream and I'd do anything to relive it.

If your reading this now then it's my birthday and I know you'll be hurting. You'll feel like there is no hope and that you'll never have me with you again.

This is wrong Draco. I'll always be with you, even if you can't see me. No matter what I'll always be around and nothing can change that. As long as you still hold that love for me—I won't be going anywhere.

It's crazy to think that just under a year ago, we didn't even know eachother. Were we ever strangers? I'm not sure we were. That day I first saw you there was something even then, though I didn't know what. I wonder if there's an element of time that allows us to feel a strong love, like an orange glow bursting over a dark horizon. It was light for our eyes only, something to carry us through this life.

I just want you to think back for a second to the way you felt that night we first kissed. I remember thinking life could not possibly become any better for me than it was in that very moment. I remember the way your hand felt in mine and how it lightly trembled because I was nervous. It didn’t last but for a few minutes, but I want you to know I would go through anything to kiss you for the first time again.

The love which we have shared has been thrashed by someone who doesn’t even know the depth of our love that we have for each other. He ruined everything. But everything happens for a reason. I trust that we will see eachother again one day, even if it isn't in this life.

My last wish for you is to live your life Draco. I wish for you to be happy and loved, even if it isn't with me. It will hurt seeing you with somebody else however, I dont want you to mourn me for to long. You will be an amazing father and husband one day Draco and I can't wait to see it.

You are so precious to me and I wish you knew how much you mean to me. You transformed my life from the first time I met you and no other man could ever do that. I want you to know that I’m always there beside you, even in your dreams. Whenever you look at the dream catcher I gave you, think of me and my love for you.

If God decided to take me from this world, please know in your heart that you were loved with everything in my being. It’s beyond our control. And no matter what you do, how much you pray and how firmly you hold on, you must let go at some point.

I say goodbye to your kisses that I will always remember even if I can’t have them…. I say goodbye to your caresses, which gave so much heat to the cold winters of yesteryear….And I tell you until never, although the memories of your love will remain alive in my mind for all eternity I'll love you.

And I do not know how to say goodbye without hurting my soul … And I never thought that destiny would separate us so suddenly. I just want you to know one thing: beyond all time and distance, my heart will love you forever.

I love you Draco, in many ways I cannot describe. Please never forget that,

Leah.

I cried and cried until my body ran out of tears. I moved to sit next to her, wrapping my arms around my love. Multiple tears hit the necklace that sat on her chest, the necklace I gave her as my symbol of love.

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