Without a Clue

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Harry's POV

"Did you see him fall?"

"No, heard it though."

"I saw, it wasn't too bad."

"If it wasn't bad he wouldn't have passed out!"

"Calm down it's probably just a concussion."

"Or it's not and he's seriously hurt and we're all just standing over him like idiots when we should have let paramedics take him away!"

It was the shouting that woke me up I think. But my eyes didn't want to open, they felt heavy. My whole body felt heavy, like I couldn't move a single muscle and was being weighed down by an elephant or something.

But someone was talking, shouting a bit, and I wanted to see who. Which was frustrating because I couldn't open my eyes.

I involuntarily let out a groan as I tried to move without success. 

"Harry?" 

Someone said, their voice was odd. Kind of familiar but I couldn't place it. 

I struggled but finally opened my eyes and instantly winced as the harsh light greeted me.

"Thank god!" Suddenly I really was being weighed down as someone seemed to lay completely on top of me.  

My eyes were still adjusting but I could see three blurry figures around me and one literally on top of me.

"You scared us mate, you alright?" One of the figures asked.

I frowned, "yeah thanks..."

"God Harry how did you manage to fall like that?" Another figure asked, but as my eyes focused I could see his bleached blonde hair shining in the light. 

The man who spoke before shoved the blonde guy like he was scolding him.

"It's Harry, he always manages to fall somehow." Another guy, this one with dark hair and inked skin. 

Suddenly whoever was lying on top of me lifted his head and looked at me. The first thing I noticed was blue.

Very very blue.

I expected him to say something, maybe explain why he was draped over me, but all he did was stare at me like he was trying to figure out what I was thinking.

I shifted uncomfortably then winced as my head throbbed.

"Oh right, do you want an ice pack or something H? I'm sure you're head hurts," it was the first guy again. And oddly all I could think of when I looked at him was puppy. 

He looked at me like he was expecting an answer but I was confused.

"Who's H?" I asked.

The guy frowned.

"What are you talking about Haz?" Blue eyes, softly speaking and definitely directing it towards me but-

"That, who's Haz? Harry? H-"

"Oh fuck," Suddenly blue eyes was off of me, scrambling to stand. His eyes were wide and he pointed his figure accusingly at me, "you lost your memory!" then he turned to the other guys, "He lost his memory!"

Oh.

I guess that did make sense.

When I really thought I couldn't remember a single thing about myself, or the people staring at me like I was an alien.

"Harry, um, you really don't remember anything?" 

I shook my head.

"Like nothing, absolutely  nothing going on-"

"Look." I snapped, "I have no idea who I am and who you people are and I can hardly move! Does that clear things up for you?" I was so frustrated and I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt a tear drop onto my shirt. 

The guys were still gaping at me, eyes wide. 

I waited for them to say something because I was done talking. I really just wanted to close my eyes and go back to sleep, or maybe even get up and start running because I could. But it hurt to move still.

"I'm Louis."

I snapped my head to look at blue eyes, or Louis I guess. He looked....sad?

I suppose that would be expected if someone you cared for forgot about you and I felt it was correct to assume we were close if him draping himself over me was anything to judge by.

"This is Zayn, Niall, and Liam." Louis pointed to the dark haired boy, the blonde haired boy, and the puppy dog guy in turn. 

I nodded, grateful. 

"We should get him to a doctor," Liam said. 

"We can't" That was Louis again.

"Why not?" Niall? I think.

"No one can find out." Louis again.

"The fans won't find out, we have doctors that are confidential."

 What fans? 

"It's not the fans I'm worried about it's-" suddenly Louis paused and look at me carefully before turning away and lowering his voice. "It's Simon," I could hardly make it out, "if he finds out then Harry will-"

"Oh." 

I huffed, "I can hear everything you say about me." They were talking like I wasn't even there.

They all looked guilty, and sad, mostly sad. 

"I'm sorry Harry," Liam apologized, "we're just trying to figure this out."

I didn't know what else to do so I nodded.

"Maybe it's temporary thing," Niall suggested. "We could go back to our hotel just relax and maybe Harry will remember something in the morning."

Louis snorted, "He isn't a fucking IPhone, we can't just turn him off and on again to fix the problem." 

I frowned.

The other guys didn't even bat an eye.

"Well we should bring him back to the hotel regardless," Liam suggested and I made up my mind about him being the most mature, he was probably the oldest. "Can you walk?" He asked me, one of the few times I've been spoken to directly so far.

I shrugged and struggled to sit up, every move sent knives into my skull.

I let out a weak whimper as I slumped back into the couch.

"It's alright Haz, I got you," Louis was beside me and helping me up to standing with a sturdy arm around my waist.

As soon as I was standing mostly straight up I realized how small the blue eyed boy was, which I really didn't expect. Especially because he was basically carrying me.

I tried my best to stand by myself, especially because I didn't want to hurt Louis, but I just couldn't. My limbs felt like jello and I was heavily slumping onto Louis.

"Sorry," I murmured, blushing heavily.

I was shocked when Louis laughed, "don't worry Harry, I've carried you before."

I blushed harder because I had absolutely no idea what he was talking about. 

The other boys seemed to laugh too but then Liam was on the side of me to help hold me up and I was even more confused. 

I hoped that Niall was right, a night of rest would restore my memory.

Because I was way too confused.

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Kind of a mess, the idea just occurred to me. It is lighter than my other story but I will write them both at the same time because I like the contrast.

Let me know what you think and any suggestions you have or whatever.