Can You Even Kiss A Ghost? (M!Reader x Dsmp!Wilbur)

Chapter 1: Beginning?

//WARNING: ANGST, mentions of injury, abuse in both ways, murder, Heavy depression, Anxeity and going through grief from the readers point. Mentions of manipulation and fear.. I think I got all of it-//

Y/N was in recovery of the explosion, the blast almost killed his ear drums, making them ring and made his head pound like a drum. He was more concerned for his friends. Y/N got up from his spot he landed in and groaned. That blast really did a number on him. His arm was broken from the fall, his knees were scraped and heavily bruised but worst of all his back fell out of place, he did fall from 10 feet in the air from the blast landing him on his back to his side. He got up slowly feeling everything ache and went to aid Nikki, she was stuck under building parts that fell on her, Hearing TNT go off was still going, tommys screams could be heard as everyone tried to find everyone. This was it, the day L'Manberg fell again under a bad dream. Y/N coughed blood as he helped nikki. Tubbo came and helped out too, grabbing nikki and asking if Y/N was alright. Y/N couldn't hear tubbo well but gave a thumbs up even though he needed to sit down if not, there was a chance of him either passing out from blood loss or dying from stupidity.
        As tubbo took nikki, y/n looked for will, the man that was once leader, a friend, a son and a lover to people. Mostly Y/N. as he walked looking around and helping whoever was in his path, he searched for will however a sword was heard in a distance, Y/N looked up to see the hole that was the place of the button where the TNT was ignited. Stood Wilbur and Philza in the hole, seeing Wilbur get stabbed by his father. Y/N watched as that happened, feeling the adrenaline forgetting he was bleeding and injured as he ran up to Philza and Wilbur.
     Tears flowed but he couldn't feel them. He had his way but seeing Philza grief taking the sword out of wilbur and holding him close, whispering that he was sorry and that he loved his son. Y/N breath was out of place and he felt dizzy walking over to the two, he hugged philza and comforted the now hurt father. Passing out in the process from blood loss.

    It's been a year since that day. Everything seemed to go back to normal, the buildings in l'manberg where being rebuilt, Tubbo was president with Tommy as his right hand man, and not only that but a certain ghost now haunts the lower parts of the sewer system and lives in his small windmill in L'Manberg.
  Y/N visits the windmill from time to time but not enough to catch the ghost. Y/N didn't exactly believe in ghosts. Sure zombies and skeletons lived amongst them in the shadows but ghosts seemed silly to him, so he didn't really believe tubbo when he explained that "Ghostbur" existed. As y/n gets to the bakery, nikki was out for vacation for a while so Y/N was in charge of everything and that's fine. He enjoyed the bakery, hardly anyone comes because they always carry food on them and not only that but business is always this small. Y/N took off his coat and put in an apron and started making bread. He made dough that looked like a lot but it was only 3 weeks of bread. He had much more coming. After hours upon hours of the smell of sweet dough and flour everywhere the breads were in the oven. Y/N exhaled as he started to clean up his mess. The sun was setting from the window view, he watched it go down, such a beautiful sight.

  memories flooded y/n all at once just by making bread. The man couldn't catch a break with all the happy memories. He was stuck in denial. This time it was about him and Wilbur enjoying the sunset on the hill. He and he sat smiling and laughing. It was a happy memory, it was the day Y/N fell for wilbur. Y/N couldn't help but feel tears run down his cheek as the memory crashed with a flash of blood in his hands as he saw Wilbur get stabbed by his father. He never got the chance to tell Wilbur goodbye, not only that but he was crushed. Wilbur lied about being together forever.

         He never got the chance to do any of those things they wanted and promised one other because he was afraid to ever confront the "ghost" or even speak to him. Afraid of getting angry at the "ghost" and not only that but wilbur was a mad man. rumor said he was nice now but deep down Y/N knew just because he is friendly now doesn't mean that he isn't the same. Wilbur will always be Wilbur. tears fell from y/n eyes as the thoughts of him and Wilbur were flooding his brain. He went crazy after being exiled. At least that's what Tommy told Y/N. At first, Y/N didn't believe tommy on what he ment, denying that was will until he went to sneak and see wilbur and tommy then he saw when will made his speech to tommy that he was gonna blow up L'Manberg. Tommy explained everything Wilbur had done.
He blew up l'manberg. He knew that already since he was there, Tommy said he was just a jerk. Then after recovery Tommy said Wilbur is officially dead. It wasn't a dream, Y/N never felt so bad for crying onto Tommy's shoulder and screamed at the top of his lungs. Tommy still comforted Y/N as he also grieved with him, he explained more about what's current.
       
        The "Ghost" lost his memories and only remembers the happy ones. He's an oblivious happy ghost that gives people things and tells stories. Y/N couldn't help but smile but the tears still flowed. Unfortunately Y/N wasn't exiled; so you could imagine why he didn't believe Tommy at first. Y/N got up after the timer turned off, wiping his face and washing his hands. He got the bread from the ovens and placed them on their shelves then made another batch. He went out of the baking area and started sending his delivery boy, Ranboo, he was a new boy he wondered to L'Manberg but he didn't know if he wanted to stay in. he was very indecisive but he did work for nikki and Y/N in the bakery service. Filling up his bag and sending him off to make his deliveries, Y/N went back and started making fresh cookies and cinnamon bread. Then more thoughts and memories accord.