PAINFUL BATTLE

BATTLE 3:

WHEN I feel the soft bed I close my eyes and I feel like I just run from Seoul to Busan. It's so tiring. I stretch my body and stand up, I will arrange my things. I still didn't meet my platoon today, Minhyuk said they will be arrive tomorrow so we should wake up early.

"I am done!" I look at Jimin who shamelessly entered my room and lay on the bed.

"Yah! What are you doing here? Stop messing, I am still not done!"

"I won't disturb you I promise. It's so boring in my room."

"Tss."

We are just arranging and talking some stuffs when someone knock on the door. We saw it's Seokjin.

"Can I come in?" He said. I nodded and let him entered my room. What are they doing here, anyway?"Why frowning?"

"Does my room look like an apartment?" I irritatedly said to them and both of them just laugh.

"No, but it's kinda comfy I don't know why." Jimin said and just shrug. I sigh and let them lay on my bed."You move aside for a moment, I can't move."

"You're short and yet this space won't fit? That's absurd."

"Don't talk to me, Jin!"

"Hmm, Jin. It's my nickname on our house, I will let you call me that though."

"Should I celebrate because you let me?"

They are bickering again even just a simple short conversation, even if it's just short they really want to include their bickering moments just to irritate each other.

"This is Jungkook's hometown." Jin said and sit on the bed because the space contained by Jimin.

"Oh?" I am shock because he didn't react the first time he heard the problem here in Busan.

"Yes. Yoongi too."

"Then, if this is their hometown, why they are so calm when their hometown got treated like this?"

"They are here when the attacked happened."

I stopped putting my clothes on the side because of what I hear about it. They are here? I didn't know that. I didn't have any background check too. Tss.

"Then, why did they go to Seoul after the attacked happened?" I ask him out of curiousity. Jin shook his head and smile.

"I think I am not in the right place to share it to you. Just wait for them to open it up for you." He stand up and look at us."Go to the dining room later, we'll cook our dinner."

Jimin and I left with so much confusion because of what Jin said. If I will investigate what happened, I think I will invade their privacy and it's disrespectful. I guess we will wait for them to open it on us.

"Let's go." I said to Jimin and we did go to the dining room together. I saw Hoseok and Jin there, they are preparing the ingredients."Who can cook here?"

"Hmm, me." Jin said and prepared the tools he need."In our group, I am the one who feed these fvckers."

"Thank you, Hyung!" Hoseok said and smile. Everytime I saw Hoseok I feel like there's a sun behind him because he shines too much to the point you can't see anything but his smiles.

I think we need that kind of positivity because we don't know what our future aheads. I sigh and just sit and cross my arms. Hoseok sat in front of me while Jimin help Jin. When it comes to cooking I should out of it because kitchen is not my thing. I might burn this base.

"Where's your other friends?" I ask Hoseok. He look at me and put the book on the side.

"They are preparing the flag we will use tomorrow." I just nod and lean my head, when I open my eyes I saw Jungkook's face.

My head stayed for a minute like that, I up my head while he bow down his head for us to meet our eyes. I didn't blink I fight those stares he give to me. Why are you so mysterious to me?

"Oh, you are all here! Sit down, I will be finish in a minute." Jin said. I sit properly and I saw him in my peripherial version, he sat down.

"Another delicious for tonight! I miss your cooking!" Namjoon said while looking at Jin. I look at them.

Sometimes, when I look at the both of them I feel like there's something about them. Namjoon is too sweet and his soft become so soft when he is talking to Jin, the way she stares at Jin while Jin doing something feels like you got beaten up by a flood. Is Namjoon in love? I should not ask though, whatever it is I will remain silent but I won't judge by their reason if ever they will open it up.

I am not sure but I feel like they are something, so I will wait and respect their spaces. I look at Jungkook who's now busy playing with his cup. I don't know about him but I feel like he is too far away to me. Seems like we didn't know each other even though we are, is this a sign that we should open to each other?

"Dinner is ready!" Jin said and Hoseok help him to ready the plates.

"I feel so spoiled!" Jimin said while looking at the food in front of him."I am sure when the platoon arrive, we need to limit our food!"

"Why always thinking about food?" Yoongi said while he started eating. Jimin only look at him.

"Food give us energy, so if you eat a lot of it you will have the energy you need!"

"Thank you for the food!" They all said and started eating.

"Oh.. This is good!" I said and Jin just smile at me. I look at him. Is it normal that even though he is a man I feel like he is the mother of this team? It's not normal right?

"Thank you. Eat well." I just nod.

"Did you like, Jin?" I look at Jungkook who talk to me in a silent manner. I got choke and Jimin give me a water.

"T-thanks, Jimin." He just put his thumbs up. I look at Jungkook."O-of course not!"

"You've been staring at him for almost t minutes, you sure you have no any feeling?"

"Y-yes!"

"Why stare?"

"I-it's just that I found him as a mother figure to the group."

"Hmm.. He takes good care to all of us when we are in Seoul, he is kinda though but sometimes he is annoying."

"I can see that."

"But stop staring. No staring."

"W-why?"

"It's annoying."

I didn't talk to him after that. It's kinda awkward when he said that. I just want to eat peacefully, why is he acting like that? I sigh and just continue to eat.

"Our duty will start tomorrow, are you all ready?" Hoseok ask us when we finish eating. Namjoon and Yoongi wash the dishes.

"We are born to be ready." Jin said while eating some junkfoods he brought.

"You feel scared?" Yoongi ask. I shook my head at the same I nodded.

"It's 50/50, we are risking our lives so it's okay if we feel scared. No matter how hard we try not to feel it we still feel it. Just always put your life in the end because people's safety comes first." This is the sad sacrificed we ever did ever since we entered and joined military.

Always put those people safe no matter how bad and good they are, we have no rights to choose who we rescue but as long as they are under our care we will protect them and rescue them even though they can't give the same exact thing to us. I wonder how many people are thinking and worrying about militaries and army.

"You all should be ready to some things in the near future, you didn't know the future aheads you and what that thing may bring to your life but always remember— be happy no matter how hard to find it.."