I'm writing this while I'm at work I hope that I can hear from you today.. but I understand if it's too risky or you're already back at the home, I just miss hearing your voice and seeing your messages.
I'm going to start doing these as a personal Journal and way for us to contact each other.
I had to get my stuff up for work today and drive myself to work which was new but I actually enjoyed being independent. It was cold today but I got a fire going on the job site so I was able to stay warm we're getting ready to pour some concrete for the back porch, the client is a pretty good guy and he helps us even though he doesn't have to he's pretty old but damn is he strong used use be in the Marines so I have a lot of respect for him for that and he's always making jokes and trying to be funny.
I'm going to call your mom tomorrow if I can, maybe just send her a text see if I can learn anything new from her. Don't worry I haven't told her we're talkin and I won't I promise. I know you miss me and believe me I miss you too, I know you can show them you don't need to be there and that they can let you go home, I know it just might take time people can be very stubborn and I know you know that.
It's 4:00 pm so I'm pretty sure you're not going to see this until tomorrow but I hope you have a better day I want you to know that I love you I'm thinking about you everyday all day and I'm going to try and write something everyday just to let you know what's going on with me I hope I can hear back from you soon..
XOXO
Tristan
