Billie eilish's baby

things arent the same anymore

a year later...

so just to update yall

yn got found by police

it's been a year since she's seen billie

nobody knows where billie is

it remains a mystery

but anyways

now yn is in therapy and she's getting a lot better
she hasn't even been to school since
she hasn't even spoke to any of her and billies friends.

it's been a whole year

yn pov

it's been a year, i feel better but i can't help it all the memories keep flowing back, do i still love billie, did she love me, does she still love me, is she okay... is she even alive?

there's not a day that goes by where i don't think about her i've been trying to move on but it's just so hard, especially as i live next door to her parents ... i still see maggie and finnieas and patrick everyday but there house has been real quiet ever since billies been gone. There all in a state because they too have no idea where billie is, i feel as if they blame me.

today i'm supposed to be going back to school i know it's been long enough and i should be there. but i still don't feel ready. i know the longer i leave it the harder it will be. so i've decided no matter how i feel i have to push my self to go in today as hard as it is.

usually i use to wear something nice to school and make an effort but this time round i don't think i even want to

i threw on a black over sized hoodie and some joggers that belonged to billie that i still kept. i have to try and let go of her. it's hard tho, when i wear her clothes it feels like a form of comfort. even tho it really isn't

i drive now btw lol yay ur girl passed her test

i jump in the front seat of my car and turn the radio on

" i thought that i was dreaming when u said u love me" frank ocean sung on the radio

i quickly turned the radio off

that was mine and billies song

what a fucking coincidence
.
.
.
and here i am
again
it feels like i was here yesterday
school:/

it was hard to walk in
but i pushed myself to it

i had to go to a meeting at the office before i went to any lessons
just to talk about my new schedule and how hard it will be for me to find it all normal again

anyways time skip all that shit

the school halls felt familiar
it felt like i never left

all the memories kept coming back
i hated it
but i loved it

as i walk down i saw my locker
it look how exactly i left it
i opened the door of it
and a picture of me and billie was stuck on the locker door
i just shut the locker and turned around

but

then

i heard a very familiar voice say

"yn?"