I don't know what I was thinking
getting obsessed with you
now I suffer the curse and now I am sad
with all this anger,guilt, and sadness
coming to hurt me forever
I can't wait until you guys have left
is this revenge I am craving
or seeking to avenge you
stuck in this fandom I wanna set myself free
maybe I should look and find
someone else to love
it wont be long before I get stuck again
it's been so hard
since I've seen my old self
lost to this fandom
to the man who I once loved
since you've changed
I've been singing this stupid song
so I could ponder
the sanity of myself
*awesome music*
I wish i lived in the future
with out all my regrets
but the past keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
your funny little laugh, your old videos
is all I remember
those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
sadness is killing me
but happiness isnt around
what happened to you guys, I'm dying inside
it lingers in my mind and keeps on getting stronger
I'm sorry my past self, I wish I didn't do that
it's been so hard
since I've seen my old self
lost to this fandom
to the man who I once loved
since you've changed
I've been singing this stupid song
so I could ponder
the sanity of myself
*sad music*
