it's all just a dream

i wanna run

I wanna run.
run away from my problems
run till i can't see who i was anymore
i wanna run so that i can be singular person without those diffrent faces
don't you get it's hard to live those double lives?
i wanna run so that i can't regret the bad choises i made.
i always wanted to know how it would feel if i was my own and not living for somebody else.
i wanna run from your exceptations.
from your beliefs i'm scared of.
i wanna run run run till i can't stop anymore.
i live in fear every day of the year, every hour of the day, every minute of the hour and every second of the minutes and it keeps tikking and takking...
the chills can't get of my body.
i wanna run till i'm not scared anymore of dissapointing people.
i'm one person but yet i feel like i've got a houndred personalities.
i wanna run from the planet who doesn't get me

but

if i would run, would they catch me?
if i would run, would they capture me as if i'm a poor animal?
would they care about my soul or would they only see the person they learned to know?
if i run, should i be scared?
scared about losing my mind?
what if i wanted to run but there would be no where to run to?
what if the road is closed?
would my real face show up to go with me?
if i would run would this be the solution? 
the solution to everything.
the key of the closed door.
or the magic portal to my imagination.

i've still got the chills of the fear of not knowing the awnser

i just know i wanna run
run away from my problems
run till i can't see who i was anymore.

i just wanna run... run away and never come back.