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Forth's life has always been keeping others expectations when in reality His Forthy  is just like any other.  He  also has a heart of a child, yeah being together for too long , Beam discovers  Forth  really love to 'play the baby' .  It  was Forth's way of letting loose from having too much on his shoulder even at young age.

"You will be...we will Bee...growing old together." Forth can only savor this moment, if only everything is fix at the moment he would have brought  the ring already...not that he doesn't bought it yet.

"Did you realize you are basically proposing to me Bee? Should you not  at least say it over a romantic dinner?  "Forth teases Beam even giving him a mischievous smirks.

" You're quick to catch it  Mr Jaturapoom...don't worry I will... with roses, candles,champagne, pasta and  balloons too. Too Cliche? But I love cliche Forth ! I love something normal and what others usually do.
And oh ...do you want
some live music on it too.? Oh shit now that I told you about it, how can surprise you?! " Beam seriously whines at the end.

Beam has long dreamed of proposing to Forth...a deep desire that he has bury when they broke up three years ago. And he  definitely  would not waste this time to finally say his intentions to Forth. He want Forth to know how badly  he wants  him to be in his life forever.  They may have just reconciled  but  Beam and Forth have always this unspoken promise that does not even need a confirmation. Still  Beam would want to prepare  one for Forth someday.

So even when Beam knows Forth is  just teasing him ,  Beam still  answers Forth's teasing with all  seriousness that made Forth lost for words as he blushed like crazy.

Beam with a still blushing Forth come down from Forth's lift and stand straight while looking into Forth's eyes.

"I'm serious...I  will really  proposed properly to you one day...with rings  etc... but for now...you can take my words for it. I am not waiting for a perfect time Forth...because  YOU in front of me now is Perfect  enough.  It is not because I am not ready...damn I would love to officially call you my  hubby!...as soon as possible!... but I would love my husband to be...only happy on our special day.
You alone is my happiness Forth, and that is something that will not change now or  later. You would always be my forever Forth. Always been my choice. Always been the person I would love to say 'i do' . So Yes, this is me unofficially proposing to you Baby.  Be my family Forth nah~~~...be Fah's Por...and be my  husband...someday.

A strong declaration of love from Beam that can only make Forth stunned more than he is at the moment.

He can crushed Beam in a tight hug than to reply to Beam because he was busy composing himself.

...

"Wait..." Forth can only lays his head on Beam's shoulder for support because honestly he feels his happiness is too much, he is afraid it might just be another dream. Inhaling Beam's scent gland assures him that that this moment  is indeed happening.

"Baby... Reminding you that you can answer me later but...you're not allowed to say No .Just so to remind  you...on the front  row of those who would love to beat you.... if you do reject me are Mae , Pha , Kit and Lam" Beam teases his boyfriend when he feels that his shoulder is  already wetting.

"Silly Bee!!! My Bee is soo Silly!...how  can you even think that  'no' is an option.?!  I already told you I will...  besides Who can even say no to you Bee? The moment you confesses  to me back then, I know it's no used to run from my own feelings. It's not just admiration... I finally accepted defeat from you...accepted that I got enchanted on the first look...and in no way will ever recover.  You have always been my love Beam and  being by your side is always my  favorite place on earth. You are my family even before we defined it and I am so sorry for being a fool once. Thank you for this chance Love... I know I am shameful...because I don't feel that I would ever deserves you... Still I dare to dream...  I dreamed  to Say 'I do' to you too so yeah...this shameless Man would always say 'yes to you' ... I will just work my whole life making up to you.

So I will worked hard to fix these crazy charades we have at the moments...because I can't wait for long. You'll bare my name or you can give me yours too. Forth Baramee sounds good too. However you like it Love. "  Forth stopped crying and just looks into Beam's mesmerizing  eyes.

In Forth's mind he is already executing plans on just how he'll make  Beam legal. How he'll start fixing his problems...and  especially start thinking on something else too.

"hmnn... Really can't wait...but right now I am planning to do something else...something   we can do at the moment😉"

Beam gives Forth his signature naughty wink, followed with his seductive smirks  and as if not enough dares to lick his upper lips with his tongue. Definitely asking for the Beast to devour him whole.

Forth lips felt so dry and the next thing he knows he was already sucking the hell out of Beams life inside their room...well literally sucking Beam's now swollen lips and doing more.

😁😁😁😁

A/N: I felt crazy...TMI but...I was actually writing  this while waiting for my brother to finish his SWAB test...and so yes...I am  inside the  lobby of the hospital killing time and decided to write this chapter.🙃

Publishing without editing😅

I don't know how this chapter turns into this. Maybe I really need to finish this story fast so I can finally work on others including my drafts😊