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Twelve

I was finally home

I felt numb

I loved Billie with everything in my heart but I guess it's not what she wanted

I went to dance but kept spacing out

" y/n it's left left kick up snap"

One of my teammates yelled at me

" yeah whatever I quit"

I said grabbing my stuff and leaving the studio

" yo what's going on"

Justin asked

" it's nothing ok I'm just done with dance"

I told him as I walked to my car and got in driving off

I went back to my apartment

Once I got inside I just set my stuff down and cried

Billie hasn't talked to me at all

She's unfollowed me off of all socials and blocked my number

I sat in my silent room

" y/n"

I heard

It was Finneas

" yeah"

I said weakly

" Billie has been going crazy without you"

He said

" I don't care she broke up with me"

I said crying

He sighed

"Listen I know I was harsh on you because of your sexuality and I'm sorry but I'm just not used to it but seeing you and Billie happy made me really think love is love and if you're happy that all that matters"

He said

"We'll I'm not happy"

I said crying into his chest

"Finneas I don't wanna live anymore I just quit dance and ugh I just wanna Billie back"

I said crying as he held me

He pulled me up and dragged me outside and I saw Billie sitting in the car crying

Finneas let me go and pulled Billie out of the car

"I hate you"

I said sobbing

"I know you do"

She said sobbing as we hugged each other

"I miss you"

I cried

"I'm sorry"

She cried

Finneas just stood there and told passing neighbors we were ok as we sobbed in my driveway like idiots

" why would you break up with me you asshole"

I asked

" because I was causing you problems"

She said

" yeah I don't care you think I would still be friends with you"

I asked

"K I need to tell you something"

She said

"What"

I said

"UmmafteryouleftIkindawentojaxsonshouseandhekissed me"

She said

I pushed her away

"I'm sorry what"

I said

"Billie really I get her to see you and you say that"

Finneas said

Jaxson was my ex and I met him through Billie

My heart sank

"I mean we aren't together anymore so"

I shrugged as she looked down

" just go please Billie"

I said turning around and walking into my house

Billies POV

I felt like I needed to tell her

" Billie what the fuck"

Finneas said

" I had to be honest with her fin we promised to be honest"

I told him

" I'll see what I can do to get y'all to be friends but I can't promise anything"

Finneas said as we got back in the car