My Brother's Best Friend

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I woke and Michael and Luke seemed to makeup. They were in the kitchen laughing and talking to my parents. My mom Gabe me a look and I knew she knew. I felt my face turn red as my dad looked up. He looked disappointed. But at least he wasn't yelling at Michael. My face still red I sat down. I felt a little weird. Luke got his camera and started filming.

''Hey, so this is our last day in Australia and we will be back in the US by tomorrow night. And me and Michael and Zoe are at my parents house... nothing big unless Zo wants to add something.'' Luke said with a grin.

My face turned blood red and I shook my head no. He giggled a bit then turned it off. My mom laughed a bit too. I know Luke them so I gave him a look. He pointed at Michael. I looked at him and we was red too.

''Michael told us honney.'' My mom said.

I slammed my head to the table. I felt dead and horrible. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I felt like shit. I just wanted to go back to the US. I got up and made tea. I didn't even talk for two hours. My dad wouldn't talk to me. But he loved Michael it seemed. They knew I had no intention of telling them until we landed tomorrow night. And I didn't. I got dressed at noon. I got a dress that short and red, my black flats, my beanie, and my glasses. Stupid contacts! I thought as I looked for them. I hated my glasses, they were so dorky and weird. I asked Michael to drive me to the lake. He drove me and I didn't talk the whole way there. I told him he could leave and I just wanted to be alone.

''You need to stop being upset.'' He said

''I'm not! Okay, maybe I am but I need to be ALONE for more than five seconds without someone asking about this!" I yelled.

He kissed my cheek and then left. He understood. Something no one else did. I took a deep breath. I felt the wind blow through my hair and I wanted it to take me away from here. I looked at my stomach and cried for a little while. Why? Why me? I'm not the mom type. I'm a mad person who needs to be free not a mom. I thought. I sat in the grass skipping pebals. I sat there for hours. Luke called every five minutes. I ignored him and just lied down on the grass. I watched the sun set. I walked home. When I walked in Luke and Michael ran to me.

''Don't ever do something like that! When i call you need to answer!" Luke said

''You almost gave me a heart attack!" Michel said hugging me.

''I'm fine guys calm down.'' I giggled.

I decided to leave this alone and let it happen. I didn't want to grow up. I could tell Michael wouldn't. So im not going to. I sat on the sofa in between Luke and Michael. I felt happy now. I don't know how I could be but I was.