Finally, after many days and nights and many long talks about how cutting is bad for you, I was released from the hospital. None of the guys really talked to me after that one day, expect Ashley. Out of all the guys, not including Andy, me and him are the closest.
As of right now, I'm laying in my bed, staring at my phone. Why hadn't my mom called yet? That had been running threw my head for this past week. Vixen and Angelo called, promising to make it up to me when the see me next. But still, Momma hadn't called. Why? I'm sure that Andy had told her, or Vixen and Angelo did. She had to know, she had too.
I continued to stare at the phone. I pulled up the number to home, and pressed dial. But I was only greeted by the dial tone, and the annoying voice of the lady. "The number that you are trying to reach is no longer in service. Please press one or zero, and try again." What the fuck?
Confused, I tried two more times, but got the same thing. I quickly called Vixen to see what was going on.
"Ivy?" Vixen sniffled.
"Vixen where's Mom? I've been trying to call her, but-"
"You're only getting that annoying voice." She sniffled a bit before she continued. "I'm guessing that no one ever told you, and that's why you're asking. But.. Mom left. She didn't tell anyone that she was leaving either, she just left a note taped to the front door and left. I'm so sorry, Ivy. I thought that someone had already told you that she had left."
I dropped the phone after that. My... Momma had left? Why?
"Ivy!" Vixen shouted through the phone. "Ivy, I'm so sorry! I thought that someone had told you that she left. I'm so sorry!"
I couldn't listen, so I just hung up. I know that it was a bitch move, but I didn't care. I just didn't care.
My body started to go ridged, and I curled up in a ball. I covered my ears, and closed my eyes. From downstairs I could hear Andy and Juliet screaming at each other. I started to rock back and forth, singing quietly to myself.
"Savior will be there when you are feeling alone, oh
A savior for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm" I sang over and over. Only these three lines I sung. It sounded shitty because I was choking back many sobs. Finally, I could feel my body going into over drive, and a headache hit my, dead on.
"Andy! Andy!" I screamed. I needed someone right then. I needed someone to hold onto me and tell me that everything was going to be alright. I needed Andy more than anything. "Daddy! Dad! Andy!"
The yelling stopped, as I continued to scream out his name. I needed him so badly. The sound of footfall on the stairs let me know that they where both coming up the stairs. I continued to sob, as I screamed. My headache was growing more intense, my eyes where still shut tightly, and my wrist were throbbing. I sobbed and screamed Andy's name, until I felt his arms wrap tightly around me.
He kissed my head over and over, and slowly rocked us. "Shh. Shh, Baby Girl. Shh. Everything's going to be OK." Andy continued to do this. I rested my head on his chest, and sobbed. I needed Mom, I needed her to be here with me. Finally, I was able to calm down to where I was just whimpering, and a couple of tears would fall at a time. "Baby Girl, what's wrong?"
He didn't know already? Surely, someone would have told him. "Mom left. She just left a note taped to the front door, saying that she... left." That got me sobbing again. Andy held me as I cried all over again. Why? Why does she have to do this?
"Baby Girl, don't worry. I'm sure that she's going to be back sooner than you can think." Juliet said, sitting down next to me. I continued to sob, my body was starting to let up again. I let out one last whimper, and then the phone rang. Andy looked over at Juliet, and she got up and ran to go get it.
"Ivy, let's try to go to sleep, way then we can talk about this later. OK?" I nodded, and we got underneath the covers. Andy held onto me, as I let out a couple of whimpers and some more tears. Andy started to hum something. It wasn't any song that I knew of, but it sounded pretty. Like it would be a slow song.
Slowly but surely, I fell asleep in Andy's arms.
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OH ONE MORE THING! If you can tell me where I got Ivy from, I'll fan you (if I haven't already), I'll read one of your books and I'll comment and vote on every chapter, AND i'll give you a dedication on the next chapter! WOOHOO, you'll get a lot! And I'll give you a hint! It has to deal with something that ANDY LOVES!!!! LIKE LOVES MORE THAN LIFE!!!
God that just gives it away!
~Riot Haven-St. Cloud~ <3
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Mommy? Where's Daddy? (An Andy Biersack FanFic)
FanfictionIvy's father left when she was a little girl. She didn't know why, or if he was ever coming back, but she didn't care. One night, her and her best friend, Vixen, sneak into the Black Veil Brides' tour bus, and then she's on the ride of her life. Sh...
