Hidden truth

Chapter 33

Derek pov
I held him tight.
He cries sometimes at night , the kids ask why daddy cries but they are to young to know.
He started whimpering
" Hey shh shh. I am right here stiles right it's ok we are fine we all are ok now. " I rubbed his arm and kissed his head.
He rolled over in my arms and looked at me. It's 5:23 am.
" I love you stiles. I always have and when we go to  deaton today , baby or not I will still love you as much as the day I saw you in that art room drawing and get in my car so many times and those batman boxers "
" I still have a pair like that "
" I know " I smiled " I like it , plus your my batman right "
" Yes as long as you're my alpha "
" Always of course . why wouldn't i be"
He looks down to his belly
" Stiles I don't care if your having a baby or not. Your mine. He can't take that away from me. "
He looks back up to me with the whiskey colored eyes.
" Der". " Yep I am still here "
" I don't know if I want to keep it"
I was shocked. I didn't think I hear that but I guess it's understand able.
" Stiles don't get me wrong it's horrible what happened but don't blame it on the baby. But we don't even know if you are going to have one. Just I don't think you should get an abortion. I know we only go to church sometimes but either way. That baby is a alive I know your not a killer "
" But Derek it's not yours I don't want you to you know " I stopped him I put my thumb on his lips.
" I don't care it's part of you ..... that's all I need "
He leaned in and kissed me , smiled
" I love you to Derek "
I laid my fore head against his
" Let's get bit more sleep before we go to doctor ok don't have to be there till 10 "
He nodded and curled up into me.
It was like when we were younger him terrified. Me just wanting take the pain away cause I love him and I just don't know what to do.
I fall asleep.

" Dad". "Dad" little louder. "Mph"
"Dad come on we have a surprised " I peeked a eye open Alex smiled . Claudia right be side him .
I sat up quickly
" Where's daddy "
" I guess at work one of pair of shoes are gone " Claudia said
I got up and checked on his side yep one of his police shoes aren't here.
I sighed. I got my phone and called Nate.
" Hello"
" Hi did you know stiles is at work "
" No he isn't suppose to be he's off this week "
" I know and we have a doctors meeting in " I looked at the clock
" Shit ! In 40 minutes " I looked at the twins.
I finally smelt it. I ran down stairs
I dropped the phone and got fire extinguisher and put the fire out on the stove. I look back at the twins.
" Opps !" Alex yells
Claudia looks at Alex " I told you turn of the stove stupid idiot "
Alex whacks her in the head.
" Hey " I snapped they both look at me Claudia rubbing her head " stop it you two !"
" Now get your shoes on we are going to go to daddy's work "
They ran to their rooms.
We moved the two girls into a room and Claudia has her own so does Alex the girls room down stairs it's two rooms combined. Has a sliding door in the middle but that door is never closed.
I went up and put a T-shirt on and changed my pants , put shorts on.
I got the keys and my wallet.
Got the twins and went out to the car.
Put Them in their car seats and buckled up.
I drove off to the station.
I parked and got the twins out.
" Hey Derek ... oh and the twins come here my babies. " I laughed
The lady at the front desk her name is Emma. She is funny.
" Hey em can you watch them and is stiles back there "
" He is sweet cheeks "
I smiled and went back.
He was at his desk writing on some papers. I stood by the desk till he looked up.
" Derek why are you here is something wrong. "
" You ... aren't suppose to be here. So come on your dad is on his way to tell you the same thing. "
" No I am fine "
" Stiles what happened it can still effect your work so doctor said take 2 weeks off and relax. And then if you still need to take some time off that's fine. and we are going to the doctor. "
" No"
" Ple". He stood up " stop it"
"What ". " Stop treating me like Im the victim ". I just stood there. Umm he is the victim.
I looked over at the officers looking at us. His partner came up.
" Stiles just go. I have it don't worry. "
" No he needs to leave " he said looking at her than to me
" Fine" I sighed. " At least come say hi to the twins. "
" Fine " he walked up front
" He won't be coming back here again till this week is up " I said. She nodded
I went up front and picked him up over the shoulder.
" Hey put me down now. "
" Twins get in the car please I will buckle you in if you can't do it yourself. "
I went out and put him in the passenger side. Buckled him in.
" I hate you " he crossed his arms.
" Well I love you more than any thing " I kissed his cheek.
I shut the door and made sure twins were all good.
Drove to deatons.
Got in and walked back I left the twins in the waiting room.
Deaton nodded " get on up here and lay back. "
Stiles did. He unbutton his uniform and took that shirt off and rolled the over one up.
" Remember it's cold " " I know "
Stiles looked up at me tears in his eyes .
I smiled down at him. " It's going be okay. "
He nodded.
" Okay here we go "
We looked at the small screen.
Stiles started crying.
I felt jealous. I closed my eyes tight. Took a deep breathe. Okay okay.
Just were are we going put this baby at now.
I opened my eyes and lean down kiss stiles forehead.
"See it's fine just a baby okay. Our baby. "
Stiles nodded cried more.
"Shhhh it's okay. It's all gonna be ok"
I am actually more upset than I thought Id be. It's not my baby.
It's another persons and stiles.
But I know it's not his fault. Maybe he was right we shouldn't keep it.