I need you

-9- urakka, no

Izuku's POV

I saw urakka take a hesitant step back like she thought I would hurt her. And if I was being honest that hurt more than anything.

I took a step closer and reached my arm out to her. I don't really know what I was trying to do exactly. Stop her maybe. But if I was being honest I wanted that scared look off her face. I couldn't stand it.

I wasn't scary and nether was tomura. He was sweet and as cheesy as this sounds he was misunderstood. I know he's a good guy.

I can't bare the thought my closest friends opinion of me could change so fast and only from one momentary look.

It brought tears to my eyes. At this point I didn't care if I got cought. Ok that's a lie I did care. Because they would lock me up and all might would find out.

And I didn't know if I could handle the look that would be on his face when he saw me after learning what had happened.

So with my eyes shining with a coat of unshed tears I chased who I thought my best friend down the dorm hall.

She had this all wrong. Tomura wasn't who she thought he was. I learned how he could be. She needed to hear me out.

And eventually I caught up to her running figure. I grasped her wrist and she spun around to face me.

Her eyes were clouded and teary like mine. I couldn't even pick out an emotion but most of all it was fear in here wide eyes.

"L-let my go!" She cried out trying to pull her arm back but my grip was too strong. We were both crying and scared.

"I-it's not what it looked like!" I was panicking and I felt sick. This was not how any of this was supposed to go.

"Y-your a v-v-villain Deku!" More tears streamed down my red cheeks. How could she think that.

"I'm not a villain!" I yelled and she shrunk back from me but I still held a strong grip on her wrist. It would most likely bruise and probably hurt.

"Then what we're you doing with with! Him!" I hate how she spat his name with venom like he was this disease.

"His name is tomura and he's really nice!" Now we were just yelling back and forth but I couldn't care. I'm sure everyone could hear us though.

"He's still a villain!" And this hurt. Because I knew him and villain or not we wasn't a bad guy.

"So what! You know nothing about him!" And I couldn't keep the scared tremble from my voice.

"I clearly know enough!" No she didn't! She had never even met him and she was already forming opinions!

"You know nothing!" I had never been this angry before. Not over anything. Not even kachan.

"I know nothing about you!" She screamed much louder than before. I'm not even completely sure why she's angry!

But before I could say anything else she ran off down the hall. And I didn't go after her or call after her.

I dropped my head in my hands and put my back against the wall before sliding down and pulling my knees to my chest.

And I let out one sob after another until I felt nothing. Like I was empty or hollow inside. And even then I didn't move.

Why had I ever thought this was a good idea. Why had I ever thought this would work.

And a single tear slipped and ran down my shiny cheek. How could I of ever been so wrong.

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Sorry for the sucky ending or whatever. That's it my little duckies🐤🐤🐤