4. You are insecure about your weight

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Ash:

Two months ago Ashton and you had been given the news from your doctor that you were pregnant. You both couldn’t be happier. Ash was over the moon when you told him. You opened the door to three excited boys. They didn’t know yet and today you were going to tell them. You could see then giving you looks. Ones says ‘wow.. she needs so hit the gym’. You put on Ashton’s jumper and wrapped your arms around your belly trying to stop them from looking at you. Ashton came up from behind you greeting the guys. Suddenly that feeling in your stomach hit you. All you had been doing lately was vomiting. It was 10:00 in the morning. Your usual time for morning sickness. You quickly excused yourself as you ran to the bathroom, steadying yourself over the toilet bowl. You felt someone take your hair out of your face and rub your back. That someone being Ash. He had been by your side since the start. 
“All good?” He asked 
“Yeah” you let out a breathy sigh before standing up and fixing your hair. 
Ashton held your hand as you walked through the hall towards the main room.
“I dunno man. It looks like she’s put a fair amount of weight on.. she needs to go for a run or something” Michael giggles 
Ashton’s face turned to concern as he pulled you around the corner. 
“Hey guys! So we wanted to tell you that…. (Y/N) is pregnant and your all going to be uncles!” Ashton chirped grinning whilst kissing you.
All the boys were over joyed and ran over and threw their arms around you two
“So Michael, next time you wanna make fun of my girlfriend make sure to tell me first so I can kick your ass” Ashton smiled showing his dimples.

Cal:

Tonight you were specially invited to attend the Brit awards with the guys. They were all your best friends but you couldn’t help feeling that you and Calum had something more. You gazed at the black gown that you had picked to wear. It was beautiful. It flowed to your ankles and made you look thinner. If it wasn’t for the guys then you wouldn’t be going. You were incredibly insecure about your weight and hated to be in the publics eye. But the shade of black that you picked brought your waist in. It still wasn’t enough in yours eyes though. As you finished your make up and hair you twirled around in front of the mirror. Your eyes welled with tears as you begun to feel sick. All you wanted was to look perfect. For calum. He never noticed you. Beginning to get annoyed with your appearance you knocked your mirror over causing it to smash on the white tiled floor. You slid down the wall crying when Cal bursted through the door. 
“What the fu- hey what’s wrong” he kneeled beside you
You didn’t talk. You tried. But you couldn’t. You just shook your head as Calum took you into his arms
“You look beautiful” he held your face up by your chin. 
He had obviously seen the mirror. 
“I’m not” you croaked 
“You are. I promise. You look absolutely stunning”

Mike:

“Your such an ugly useless whore” the guy continued to yell abusive things at you making you cry for help
A simple night out gone wrong. He was a man in his late 20s and was tall and dark haired. He moved closer to you, pushing you up against a wall in the ally you strayed into. 
“I’ve never met you in my whole life. Please just let me go” you whispered as he laughed cruelly.
“I’m just letting you know what I think of you.” He spat 
You coughed at the stench of alcohol that drifted out of his slurring mouth. 
“Oh yeah? And what’s that?” You growled
“Your fat. No wonder you don’t have a guy with you” he laughed
You stopped struggling to get out of his grip and froze as more tears trickled down your face. What he said was so true. Sobs left your lips as he slapped you hard. You flinched and fell onto the ground. You watched in disbelief as the man got dragged away by a much taller one with dark dyed hair. 
“Don’t listen to him love, you look beautiful”
“Th-thank you.. buts what’s your name?” 
“Michael.” He reached down helping you up.

Luke:

You woke up to the lips of the beautiful blonde boy laying in bed next to you. It was your birthday and Luke had promised to take you for an all day shopping spree. You smiled as he opened his blue eyes and started at you lazily. 
“Happy birthday babe” he whispered in a deep morning voice that made you shiver
“Now we better get up and ready so we can hit the shops early”
3 hours later Luke and you were ready and walking into your favorite shop. You rushed to the first clothes wrack and whipped the first clothes off before rushing into the change room and trying them on. There was one problem though. They didn’t fit. You looked at the size and they matched your usual one. It wasn’t every day that clothes didnt fit. You looked in the mirror and frowned. 5 minuets had passed as Luke begun to get worried.
“Hey baby are you OK?” He knocked lightly on the door
“I don’t know” you sobbed louder
“Oh shit.. why are you crying? Let me in… now” he insisted 
You opened the door to let him in as you closed it and fell into his arms.
“Luke I’m so fat” you cried into his chest
“Why would you think that? Your amazing! And you know I love your curves more than anything!” He stroked your head until you had calmed down.
“Why are you dating me?” You asked
“Because I love you”
“Why do you love me?”
“Because your you and that’s what makes me and everyone around you happy.”

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