RED(An Alec Volturi Love Story.)

Chapter 3 ~ Loving him is like trying to

Chapter 3 ~ Loving him is like trying to change your mind once your already flying through the free fall

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I sit on the bed, writing on a piece of paper I found in the room. 

I've spent nine hours in my room, not wanting to see Jane or Alec.

I try to draw Paul's face on the piece of paper but without him in front of me, I can't do it. 

I sigh before throwing the piece of paper onto the floor. 

"Ugh! I just want out!"I yell to no one.

"Then come out."Demitri says as he opens my door. 

I roll my eyes.

"You of all people would know that's not what I mean."I say. 

Demitri rolls his eyes.

"Felix and I must go off on a mission but Alec and Jane will be here for your needs."Demitri says.

"Well Jane will, at least."I mutter under my breath.

But of course, Demitri hears me. Darn vampire super hearing.

"What do you mean?"Demitri asks.

"Well, I over heard them talking and I heard Alec ask Jane to please take care of me until I'm changed, and she said she would."I explain it to him.

"Don't worry. Jane has ways of getting Alec to do what she wants. He'll be helping with you."Demitri says.

"Ugh. But they don't even like me!"I whine as if I'm a child and Demitri is my father.

"They do like you! They just need to get to know you."Demitri says.

"Fine."I pout. 

Demitri smiles before leaving.

I sigh and lay back on the bed.

"Paul, where are you when I need you?"I ask no one.

"Who?"Someone asks. 

I look up and see Jane.

"My boyfriend."I say. 

Jane looks confused.

"You know, the guy I'm romantically together with."I say. 

Jane rolls her eyes before handing me a letter.

"It's for you and it smells of wet dog."She says before walking out of the room. 

Wet dog must mean the Quileutes!

I eagerly tear open the envelope before reading the letter.

Dear Angel,

Alice saw you in a vision. You had been taken in by the Volturi. We know the dangers of the Volturi. Alice also said they have the intention of changing you. We're doing everything we can to save you. We all love and miss you and Paul loves and misses you like crazy. He said whether we get you back as a human or a vampire, he'll love you. Write back as soon as you can, please.

Love, Seth.

I smile at the letter, instantly wanting Paul's arms around me. I quickly grab a piece of paper and start writing back.

Dear Seth,

I miss and love you all too. I don't want to be turned into a vampire, but I don't see me being a human much longer. But I will always love you guys. You and the Cullen's are my family. I couldn't have had a life like this without you all. Tell Paul I think about him non-stop. Because I do and always will. Write me back soon.

Love, Angel.

I seal up the letter, write down the address, and stand up from my bed.

"Jane!"I call out before she appears in the room.

"Yes?"She asks, slightly annoyed.

"Please send this out."I hand her the letter. 

She nods and leaves. I sit back on my bed and sigh before curling up under the covers and going to sleep.

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"Human!"Jane calls. 

I open up my eyes and she thrusts a letter in my face.

"It's for you."She says before she starts to leave.

"Jane!"I stop her. She turns.

"What?"She asks.

"Why do you hate me so much?"I ask. 

She scoffs.

"I don't hate you. I'm not fond of you but....."Jane trails off.

"It's just, I know you must get a tad bit lonely. You know, not having a girl your age to talk to."I say.

"I don't have much to talk about."She says.

"Spend some time with me and you'll have LOTS to talk about."I say getting out of the bed. 

She sighs before cracking a small smile. 

I smile too before I go change into a black shirt, some black jeans, and my converse. I go grab my letter and open it.

Dear Angel,

It's nice to know you're still human. But we have some bad news. Last night, Paul was seen kissing another girl. It turns out she is his love. The one he imprinted on. Not you. He lied about imprinting on you. I'm so sorry. We all love you though.

Love, Seth. 

I drop the letter and fall to my knees.

"What's wrong?"She asks.

"My boyfriend cheated on me."I choke out. 

Jane sighs and I stand, before walking out of the room. I wander down the halls. How could he do this to me? 

Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall. 

Why? 

Well, the free fall is me becoming a vampire and I want to change my mind about not wanting to be vampire and about loving Paul.

I start to cry before I run into somebody. 

Alec.

"Alec!"I say, slightly frightened.

"Angel."He nods before walking right past me. 

I sink to my knees and start to cry even more. This isn't fair. 

I had a cheating and lying boyfriend and worse is I'm in love with someone who is possibly my mate. But he hates me.

"This is..... Ugh!"I groan, not able to find any words to describe how I feel.

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You like? I hope you did! So, Alec IS gonna be showing up more in the next chapters and Jane and Angel are supposedly becoming friends while Paul lied to and cheated on Angel! How will it end? Stay tuned to find out!