Ana

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I was so happy

No harsh in the eyes

My grades were so unblemished

Even though my life was all lies

Perfection ate at me

My figure was so bust

I envied the girls in the magazines

The ones that boys stared at with lust

In everyone's eyes they were so perfect

I wish that in the mirror I could see

That I was skinny

And good enough

So resorted to my old self

Someone I tried to lock away

A girl who was broken

Who's skies were always grey

Calorie counting

My body I would always weigh

Even though when I saw my weight

Drop

I would break out in a smile

For the pain was worth it

For looking so vile

Weeks went by

Months and years

My life felt like a routine

Compared to that of my peers

I knew she would kill me

I knew I would die

Maybe before the year was over

I'd having something to cry for

But this girl I speak about

Has distorted me

Her name is Anorexia

Ana for short

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