I was so happy
No harsh in the eyes
My grades were so unblemished
Even though my life was all lies
Perfection ate at me
My figure was so bust
I envied the girls in the magazines
The ones that boys stared at with lust
In everyone's eyes they were so perfect
I wish that in the mirror I could see
That I was skinny
And good enough
So resorted to my old self
Someone I tried to lock away
A girl who was broken
Who's skies were always grey
Calorie counting
My body I would always weigh
Even though when I saw my weight
Drop
I would break out in a smile
For the pain was worth it
For looking so vile
Weeks went by
Months and years
My life felt like a routine
Compared to that of my peers
I knew she would kill me
I knew I would die
Maybe before the year was over
I'd having something to cry for
But this girl I speak about
Has distorted me
Her name is Anorexia
Ana for short
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Skin and Bones(Deep Anorexia Poems)
PoetryThese poems express what I'm going through and how I feel about my Anorexia and how I'm surviving through it.