Skin and Bones(Deep Anorexia Poems)

Hell

Hell is what I am

all lonely and unwanted

I try my best to look happy

to be the perfect girl

but If you get to know me

you'd either stay

or just run away

I have secrets

that I've never told

secrets that have never been unfold

the voices sometimes take over

they control me

like I was their own little puppet

I likes to draw pictures, you know

not on paper

but on my skin

I often feel worthless

and I don't seem to find the right happiness

I am fat

and that is that

I wish for things

that may not come true

to be skinny

pretty

and perfect

but when I try to reach that perfection

there in return is no completion

my secrets have been told

people now know

they will judge me

they will hurt me

the scars will forever stay

and never fade

but if you intend to run away

I will forever be alone

if you love me

they I'll probably stay

I'll finally be free

I'll see no more misery

no more pain

and no more standing alone in the rain

Yukki666