One
Two
Three
Goes all the calories
"I'm not hungry"
Is my excuse
I need to get out
Need to find a way out
Staring into my reflection
With no perfection
One
Two
Three
Staring at the toilet
Wanting the calories to go away
The fat needs to go
I don't want to see another day
I kneel down
One
Two
Fingers
Go down my throat
Out comes my to much calorie based dinner
No more fat
I'm done with all that
Need to find a way out
No more food
I'm no longer hungry
There's no place for me here anymore
If I can't be
Perfect
Skinny
And
Pretty
So why can't I be what I am not?
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Skin and Bones(Deep Anorexia Poems)
PoetryThese poems express what I'm going through and how I feel about my Anorexia and how I'm surviving through it.