Why me?

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Edited: June 3, 2021
A/N: sheeeesh ñ, editing these things fast as hell

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Oh my god. OH MY GOD! I just kissed Kacchan! I just kissed the love of my life, who I was so sure hated me and I had no chance with. He said he loves me. Me. I can't believe it... I can happily die in piece now, omg I just kissed the love of my life! Man... what I new outfit can do... I should've done this sooner. Well it doesn't matter now, because I just kissed my Kacchan. I- I mean Kacchan, just Kacchan.

Right now we are cuddling on his bed. His back is leaning on the head bored while my head is on his chest. Our legs are tangled, his right arm around my back while his left hand goes through my hair. My arms are around his waist. We aren't doing anything, just enjoying the warmth of each other while we can.

I am thinking of something though, that is kinda bothering me. How will this work outside of the comfort of our homes? I don't know what we are. Are we dating? I don't know, I would hope so. But he didn't ask me so I'm not sure. He is still technically with Uraraka. Will he break up with her? How about at school? Will he act the same or will he act how he is now? We're moving into the dorms in a week or so, how will he act then? I don't know, I should talk to him about it. I don't want this to be a one time thing and then he goes back to acting how he usually does. I don't want that, I've had it for years. I want to feel how I feel now. Loved. I want to feel that all the time so I need to make sure he knows that. Here goes nothing.

"Hey Kacchan?" I say as I get up to sit across from him and he moves his legs so I have room.

"Yeah Izu?"

"Um, what are we gonna do now? Like what are we? And how are we gonna act in school, are you gonna break up with Uraraka, I would sure hope so because I don't want you to lead her on, and I'm her best friend so I don't want that an-"

"Izu slow down" he says with a chuckle "One. We can be whatever you want us to be."

"Boyfriends" I interrupt him.

"Ok boyfriends it is. I like the sound of that. Anyway, um, I will treat you how I treat you now. I will be sweet and loving and I'll care for you and all of it. And yes, I'm breaking up with Pink cheeks tomorrow. I was already planning to do it soon anyway."

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah, I stopped liking her a while ago, I just didn't want to be a douche for once." I giggle at this. Kacchan not wanting to be a douche? That's the first.

"Ok Kacchan! That's all I really wanted to know. I can't wait for tomorrow! For now, we can keep cuddling."

"Haha, ok Izu, whatever you want." We get back to the position we were in earlier, and soon, because of the beat of his heart, and his fingers gently rubbing through my hair, I drift to the land of dreams.

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Izu just fell asleep. The only reason I know is because of the adorable quiet snores I can hear. I take this time to think.

Why was I with Uraraka? I guess I always knew I loved Izu, it's just... I was scared I guess. He was quirkless and he still wanted to be a hero. I wanted to protect him. So, I bullied him. Then more people started doing it. I had to uphold whatever the fuck they thought of me. Why? I'm not sure myself. But then after a while... it became the norm. And I stopped feeling guilty. Plus, no one really suspected that I was in love with him. I was so sure he wouldn't like me so, it was the perfect cover up. Then after the sports festival Uraraka told me she liked me. I guess I admired her, but not like. Again, it was a cover up so why the fuck not. I'd see how Deku would look at us and I always assumed it was because he liked her. But no, he liked me. He likes me. Now this asshole got me all nice and shit, so I feel bad. So imma break up with her tomorrow and hopefully there's no bad feelings. I guess we just gotta wait to see what happens...
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Omg I am so sorry for such a late update! And it's a pretty short chapter too... it's just I'm so tired from school and stuff so yeah. So from here on out this is gonna update slow if you haven't figured it out... again I am so sorry. Y know what imma give you a few memes. I hope this pays for the inconvenience...

I hope that will do for now! See ya later loves :))