𝑖 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢// 𝑆.𝐺

𝑇𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦-𝑜𝑛𝑒

It's been about a month and I've been feeling sick, stokeley says it's the flu but I know exactly what this could be

He left to the studio about an hour ago so I quickly grabbed Diego and drove to the pharmacy grabbing a pregnancy test and quickly coming back

I put Diego down for his nap and went to the bathroom, I opened the test, peeded on the stick and put it face down on the counter

I wait about 5 minutes, I took a deep breath and decided to check

"Pregnant" the test read

I gasped tearing up

"Another one" I whispered hugging the pregnancy test

"Nat I'm home!" I heard stokeley call out

I quickly hid everything and walked out the bathroom looking around for him

"I'm almost finished with the album that shit fire!" He said taking his shoes off

I smiled

"Whats wrong? You acting different" he said with a confused face

"Nothing I'm good" I said kissing his cheek

He nodded turning the tv on

I went back to the bathroom grabbing he test staring at it

How do I tell him?
Is he going to be happy?
How far along am I?
Should I tell him now?
Will he leave me?
Does he want another child?

Questions filled my head, I decided it would be best to wait a few days in order to fully take it in my self

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3 days later

Today's the day I'm telling him once we get settle for the night

I was getting nervous waiting for him to get home, I felt my eyelids getting heavy, i tried fighting back my tiredness but I soon gave in

DREAM

"YOU KIILED HIM?!?" He asked shocked

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN HES NOT BREATHING!??" He said screaming

"STOKELEY HES DEAD!" I yelled crying on my knees

"HOW THE HELL DID THIS HAPPEN!?" He yelled grabbing his lifeless body

"I-I" I said stuttering

"YOU DROWNED HIM?" He yelled

"YOUR DRUNK ARENT YOU!" He said crying

i couldnt get any words out

"I FUCKING HATE YOU, YOU KILLED MY SON" he said cried

"stokeley" i managed to get out

"What??" He said not screaming anymore

"I-I'm pregnant" I said

"Oh so another one my children to kill for when your drunk?!" He said tears running down his face

"IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!" I yelled

END OF DREAM

"Ma? You good?" I heard stokeley said shaking me