You are unexpected.
You came without warning.
You have the things I hated.
But you also have things I'm searching.
You've got the looks I want,
You've got the talent I'm looking.
But I hate your being arrogant,
And I hate the most, even girls emotion your playing.
Honestly, you failed my standards,
But I don't know why I still want you even you are bastard.
People around me keep saying don't,
I tried to stop but my heart won't.
I know I'm slowly falling,
And I really hate this feeling.
Sometimes I just found myself smiling,
Because you are the one I'm thinking.
I said 'I won't fall for you 'cause you are playboy',
I don't want to be one of your toys.
But here I am little by little I'm falling.
I really need to get ahold of myself 'cause I know after this I'm breaking.
OCTOBER 25, 2019
MISSREIDRIDINGBOOK
