Sometimes loneliness knocks on my door,
But I keep telling myself I don't need more,
I know I am happy and contented,
But somehow I wondering who I'm fated,
Trying to find him somewhereeles,
Wishing he wasn't with stupid someone else.
Stupid I am too, for sure he's enjoying his life,
Pity for me, I saved all of my first and wait for him to ask me to become his wife.
It's sounds too unfair,
I should have date or do flirt other boys out there,
But I couldn't,
I tried but it looks I cheat.
I should enjoy my single life before he come in,
But here I am just looking to some other boy it felt like a sin.
The f×ck loyalty is this!,
I hope this is all worth it.
DECEMBER 16, 2021
MISSREIDRIDINGBOOK
