I guess I deserved this,
I didn't valued what I had given to me,
I surely deserved this,
I just wasted things once gave for me,
I never meant those,
I did it for purpose.
I am a coward and selfish.
How I wish,
I am brave enough to fight,
I hope,
I can make it all right,
But nope,
I couldn't turn it back,
How funny, I keep saying to myself it was all prank,
Yet reality slap it all on my face,
When I saw him in someone else embrace.
Bittersweet smile,
I run a thousand mile,
Trying to vanish what's running inside my head,
Telling myself he was dead.
Who I was kidding?,
I kept on pretending,
Yet the damage is too obvious,
But still I did those for purpose.
DECEMBER 16, 2021
MISSREIDRIDINGBOOK
