I'm fine

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I stare at my ceiling day 7 of my heartbreak it felt like a hole was placed in my heart I heard a knock on my door 
I look towards it

Asher: hey mom said if you want anything

I nod no my appetite is still lost

Asher: are you sure?
Hayley: yip
Asher: I love you
Hayley: love you too

Ever since I told him Alfred cheated on me he's been saying he love me alot lately He left 

Kate: knock knock
Hayley: kate don't you have a morning class today?
Kate: i did

She chuckled

Kate: how are you feeling?
Hayley: I'm fine
Kate: are you sure?
Hayley: yeah

She sat beside me

Kate: hay you can't mope around and think its going to change anything because i guarantee you it won't when last did you talk to your heavenly father

Woah I totally forgot she's right I'm so focused on being cheated on I forget my first priority

Kate: I think it's time you speak with him

She rub my back soon we prayed together after praying I really did felt alot better
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Jessica: so how is you today?
Hayley: I'm fine
Jessica: ok well I brought over some stuff

She rest them on the bed

Hayley: what is it
Jessica: the gang bought you gifts
Hayley: I don't want you guys to waste your money on my sorry self
Jessica: hey we're all great friends we wanted to buy gifts for your sorry self

We both stare at eachother soon burst into laughter

Jessica: there's the hay we  miss

She smile this is the first time I had actually laughed in a while
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Elijah: are you down for a bible study session?
Hayley: ofcourse how can I say no
Ava: good call everyone over or what?
Hayley: yeah do it

She walked out of my room

Elijah: it's his lost hay he lost a gem

He smile I smile back at him in came Asher behind him is Timothee

Hayley: you need something?
Asher: av said you guys are going to do a bible study we want in
Hayley: ok sure do you guys have your bibles?
Asher: obviously

Asher jumped on my bed

Timothee: hi
Hayley: hey
Timothee: how are you feeling?

I'm guessing Asher already told him 

Hayley: I'm fine really

He sat in my chair ava came back

Ava: they're all on the way

She smile after 15 minutes Kate, Jessica, Emma, and Tyler arrived

Kate: get out of my seat ash
Asher: this is a bed Kate
Kate: soooo it's my spot
Asher: I was here first
Kate: have you not heard ladies first
Jessica: could you two stop it already

We all chuckled and so we started our bible study
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I heard laughter downstairs I head downstairs in the living room on the couch sat Mr and Mrs Cargo yes Alfred's parents

Anna: Hayley

She looked pretty excited to see me

Hayley: hi

I wave i really wished i wore something better than this i look so homeless right now

Anna: I'm so sorry about my son but you think you should let 6 years go to waste he truly loves you
Alphonso: Hunnie

He stopped her

Anna: I'm sorry it just makes me so emotional Al is so heart broken

Excuse me what about me?

Hayley: may I remind you that he did this not me
Alphonso: we understand hay
Anna: but Al is just so.......
Alphonso: Anna Hayley needs her space

I'm glad Mr Cargo understands

Anna: very well
Hayley: excuse me

I head to the kitchen for a glass of water that's all I've been able to drink lately
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Asher: hay

I look up from my laptop

Asher: somebody's outside for you?
Hayley: who ?
Asher: a Cargo
Hayley: if it's Alfred I don't wanna see him right now
Asher: you think I'd come all the way up here to call you for him

Yep Asher wouldn't I got up put on my slippers walk down the stairs

Hayley: hey T
Timothee: hey

I walked out the house sitting on the hood of his car Elijah Cargo I walked over so did he

Elijah: hey
Hayley: hey
Elijah: how are you feeling?
Hayley: I'm fine you
Elijah: I'm good

We both stare at the road

Elijah: look I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier
Hayley: it's fine
Elijah: no it's not what my brother did to you was horrible
Hayley: I probably deserved it
Elijah: we both know you don't deserve that hay you're too precious

We both chuckled

Elijah: my parents both knew about Ella
Hayley: seriously?
Elijah: yes but they were too afraid to call Al out on it I couldn't stand lying to you that's why I tried to avoid you at the party
Hayley: oh thanks for telling me

He stare at me

Elijah: just so you know I meant every word I said at that party you do deserve better

At that I hug him

Hayley: thank you for being so honest
Elijah: I never wanna lose our friendship
Hayley: I thought you would hate me after this
Elijah: it's more of the opposite right now

We both chuckled soon pull back

Hayley: you wanna come in?
Elijah: that's if ash wants me in there
Hayley: don't be silly

I pulled him by the arm
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Mom: hey
Hayley: hey mom
Mom: you know everything happens for a reason
Hayley: apparently
Mom: God knows what he's doing with your life ok

I nod

Mom: maybe he needed to remove people out of your life to bring better ones who will appreciate you and cherish you forever

She hug me

Mom: this isn't the end of your life hay this is only the beginning

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