Why Me?

Decision

Hayley: thanks so much for taking me out today I really appreciate it
Jessica: no problem hay you needed
Kate: now it's time to face that idiot and get your things from his place
Hayley: I don't think it's time guys 
Kate: it's been 4 weeks now hay you need to face him
Jessica: I agree with kate for once 

I sigh

Hayley: if I go can you guys come with me
Kate: definitely
Jessica: absolutely not
Kate: why not?

We both stare at Jessica

Jessica: you have to do this on your own remember he didn't propose to us it was you

I put my head down

Kate: I'll go for moral support
Jessica: no you don't

She glare at Kate

Kate: fine
Jessica: think about it hay
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I never thought I would find myself back here again I take the key out of the ignition I slowly left my car  head up the porch as I knocked the door opened revealing Albert

Albert : ah Hayley soo good to see you
He looked really excited
Hayley: good to see you too is Alfred here
Albert: he's upstairs

I nod helet me in

Hayley: so tell me Al did you know about the supermodel too
Albert: I'm so sorry about that hay
Hayley: no biggie

I head upstairs I knocked on the bedroom door 

Alfred: go away Albert

I opened the door he sat on his bed stuffing his face with food

Hayley: do I look like Albert to you

He was shock to see me he stood up

Albert: hay

I could tell he wasn't getting enough sleep

Hayley: hey I'm here to tell you that I forgive you
Alfred: you do?

He got excited

Hayley: yeah I shouldn't hold grudges for anyone so I forgive you but I can't continue our relationship

He frowned

Alfred: hay it was just one stupid mistake
Hayley: a stupid mistake that happened multiple times

He looked away

Hayley: I loved you Alfred I mean I still do
Alfred: then hold on to me please
Hayley: I can't do this anymore I have to let you go I forgive you for breaking my heart but this is something I don't think I will ever forget you left a hole in my heart

He sat on the floor

Alfred: so this is really it?
Hayley: I guess so

I went and sat beside him

Alfred: I never meant to hurt you hay
Hayley: but you did
Alfred: you're not even going to fight for us
Hayley: I'm sorry Alfred you broke my heart
Alfred: if you love me don't let go

He stare at me I stare at him trying to hold my tears back

Alfred: hold on to me please I know I'm alittle unsteady but please hold on to me
Hayley: I wish I could but I can't

I burst into tears

Hayley: I'm so sorry I thought I could of done this without crying but I guess I can't but just know I love you always have always will

I kissed his cheek soon got up I went in his closet took all my belongings and put them on the bed he just watched in silence I carried my stuff in boxes Albert helped I came in for my last box Alfred still sat on the floor staring

Alfred: I'm messed up terribly can we just put this behind us
Hayley: you think I don't wanna do that? But all I can picture in my head is you and that girl in bed

He stood up

Alfred: it was just a one time thing hay I promise

I stare at him

Hayley: so you're telling me you only slept with her once

He out his head down and scratch the back of his head

Hayley: don't lie to me Al look me in the eyes and tell me you slept with her once

He couldn't look me in the face

Hayley: you know what I think about lying Al
Alfred: look I'm sorry what did you want me to do wait for marriage
Hayley: wasn't that the plan?
Alfred: well I couldn't stick with the plan hay I'm a 26 year old man I need this kind of stuff I need to feel satisfied
Hayley: so you cheat on your fiance to feel satisfied
Alfred: hay
Hayley: what does she have that I couldn't give you Al.........

I glare at him

Hayley: answer me.....

He sigh

Alfred: n-n-nothing
Hayley: then why did you do it?
Alfred: I don't know I messed up
Hayley: like I said I forgive you but something like this I don't think I can forget it quickly goodbye Alfred

I walked out of the room I heard him shout my name I don't look back I got out of there as quick as possible
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Kate: girl I just wanna go back over there and smack him in his head
Jessica: kate
Kate: I mean give him a big hug

She fake smile I explained everything to my girls

Jessica: so what are you going to do now?
Kate: move on
Jessica: Kateeeee!!!
Kate: I'm kidding

I couldn't help but laugh at Kate they both also joined in

Hayley: I love you guys so much
Jessica: we love you too
Kate: so what are you actually going to do now?

I sigh

Hayley: I'm going to focus more on God
Jessica: that's my girl

She smile

Hayley: he is my number one priority after all besides alittle birdy told me this isn't the end of my life it's only the beginning