Ang sex addict kong boyfriend

Prologue

"Cara..."

His sexy voice makes my whole body tingle. Everytime he says my name I can feel my knees weaken. I can feel my heart beat faster. I can feel my body go insane.

This sensation he's giving me is just so... Out of this world. It's the same pleasure I feel since the first time we did it. Kaya lang... Mas masarap ngayon. Mas exciting.

Sa totoo lang, hindi ako ganito dati. I never knew about these things. I was an innocent child in a mature world. Pero nung nakilala ko siya, nagising ako sa lahat ng bagay na alam ko ngayon. Siya ang nagturo sakin ng ganitong gawain... Ng ganitong pakiramdam.. Ng ganitong bagay.

He devirginized me when I was just 17.

I am not a bitch. But ever since that encounter, I can't help myself anyore. It became a drug I cannot avoid. It was like my own personal brand of heroin. Kung si Bella ang heroin ni Edward, ito naman ang  sa akin. 

I became like this because of him. Simula nung naging kami... All we talked about was this. He told me things I didn't know. He taught me things I didn't intend to know.. Not until I'm at the right age. I sometimes think that our relationship is based on lust, not love. It worries me a lot.

Sabi niya nililibugan niya ako kasi mahal niya ako. Pero para kasing mahal niya ako kasi nalilibugan siya sakin.

Get my point?

Ako, hindi ko alam kung mahal ko siya o hindi.. I got addicted to him the same way he got addicted to me. I just don't want him to leave..me.

I did it only with him.

I can't fight the urge.  

Gago kasi tong lalaking to.

 Hinawaan niya ako ng kamanyakan niya. (Hahahaha)

 I thought that this was a crime.

Pero kung krimen man ito, ito yung pinakamasarap..

 Do I sound like a crazy bitch?

 Actually nerd ako.

Hindi naman nerd na nerd. Simple lang akong babae. Inosente sa paningin ng marami. Kasi yun naman talaga ako. Wala akong kaalam alam sa mga ganitong bagay... dati. Pero simula nung nakilala ko si Kent, lahat ng yan nagbago.

Sino si Kent?

 Siya nga pala yung dahilan kung bakit nanghihina ang buong katawan ko kapag binabanggit niya yung pangalan ko. Siya yung nagturo sakin ng lahat nang to. Siya ang dahilan kung bakit sarap na sarap ako sa... You know what.

 Siya nga pala ang boyfriend ko.

 Ang sex addict kong boyfriend.